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CH 24|| SM Fangirl
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"Kainan na!" Seymour exclaimed and immediately run towards the long table inside the kitchen of the barn house.
We all laughed when they quickly digged on the dishes that was scattered around the table. My friends followed them, nagsisimula na ring kumuha ng sariling pagkain.
It's almost 10 in the evening when the Pentacost came here. Matagal bago natapos ang live nila kaya hindi kaagad naka punta. That's why we cooked some food and cleaned up the whole place first, while waiting for the band.
"Ejzh! Let's eat first!" Chandler shouted, he's holding a paper plates.
I nodded and smiled at him. "Get me some food!"
"What do you want?"
"Anything!"
I just watched him in satisfaction. I couldn't imagine his life being ruined by myself. I support him, I am one of their fans, I respect them so much. I was there when they're just starting to pursue their dreams. I love him.. Hindi ko lang akalain na ang pag mamahal na iyon ang mag uuwi sa kanya sa pagka-wala sa banda.
I love him so much to left him hanging like that. I don't want to cause any problems and pain to him anymore. I don't want to be a burden to him, that's why I did what I thought was right—it is to stay with him, even though it's too hard to stay and understand everything, I choose to be open minded so I can still live and be with him.
I was sad. Matagal bago ko iyon tuluyang natanggap. Matagal pa bago iyon nawala sa isip ko, dahil aminado akong araw araw ay binabagabag ako ng guilt. I thought, I was the one who brought and dragged them down. Ang pangarap nilang natutupad na, unti unti kong inalis at iwinala nang kay bilis. Swerte na lang talaga siguro'y dahil hanggang ngayo'y nalagpasan nila iyon.
Specially now.. Seeing Chandler's genuine smiles while interacting with his other members, makes me smile wearily too. I couldn't help but to feel a little bit of guilt. Kung hindi siguro dahil sa akin, sana kasama pa rin si Chandler doon. But then, I remembered what he have always told me.. That was his own decision, that was already his plan, kahit wala ako ay malamang mas maaga pa siyang umalis sa banda.
"Anong emo mo d'yan girl?" Charm beamed on me. She's holding a paper plate full of foods.
Gladly, we're both finally fine now. She's also homeschooled until this school year end.
I rolled my eyes. "Nothing.."
Charm scoffed. "Don't tell me guilty ka pa rin? Naku! Kung ako jowa mo, pinatay ko na lahat ng umano sa'yo jusko!"
I gasped and quickly hit her arm. "Sama mo!"
Humalakhak siya. "Mas masama sila, wala ka namang ginagawa pero binash ka, di pa nakuntento, sinaktan ka pa!"
