I will never be loved! (BWWM) [#wattys2015]

Chapter Ten!

Luke's Prov:

Danielle is like no other girl I have ever come across. Most of the girls I would hang around would easily fall for my charm. Not that I was a player because I definitely wasn't. But they never made me work for them. They never made me want to work to get their attention. But with Danielle it was a totally different situation. She was someone who was happy with being unnoticed. She didn't try to get my attention, if anything she tried to avoided it.

It was something completely new to me. I didn't know how to handle the way she acted around me. Most of the girls I knew were overly confident and I hated it. I didn't like how they would act like they ruled the world. But then again Danielle was someone who had no confidence at all, and that killed me as well. I wish she could see herself the way I did, or the way any of the other guys did.

I hated the way the other guys on the farm looked at her. They knew I was interested in her, so they wouldn't go after her or anything, but it still killed me to see them look. Especially Greg and Dan. More Dan then anything because I knew he also had a thing for Danielle. Then again he had a thing for every women on this planet.

I didn't like it whenever they were around her. I hated that they would make her laugh and smile. I hated that they were friends with her. As selfish as it sounded, I wanted to have her only to myself. I wanted to get to know her and break her walls down. I wanted to be the one to show her how beautiful she was.

The thing is, this is not the kind of guy I usually am. Like I said I am not a player by any means. I don't sleep with a bunch of girls or flirt with them either. But I had never thought about being with someone the way I had thought about being with Danielle. Maybe it was because I knew she wasn't like any other girl out there. I knew she thought she wasn't good enough, but she was more then good enough. Everything about her was beautiful. She had such amazing skin, so brown and always glowing. Beautiful long brown hair that was extremely curly and full.

But the best part about her was her body. I had only ever been with a few girls, but all of them were really thin. Not that I had anything against stick thin women, but I like thicker girls. Most guys do, but they still go for the thin girls. That's why I just wanted to grab onto her and never let her go. When I kissed her at the airport it was great, but when I kissed her here right now it was like nothing I had ever felt before.

I had kissed many girls before, but it had never felt like that. I felt like I was loosing my mind while kissing her. She made me feel like i was walking on water. Her lips were so soft and sweet. I loved how she was so willing and responding to my touch. I couldn't help myself around her. When she wrapped her arms around me I couldn't stop myself from grabbing onto her and lifting her up.

She felt like a feather in my arms. All that matter at the moment was her and I. I loved how she was making me feel at the moment. I moved away from her lips to attack her neck. I loved the way it tasted. Like honey and vanilla mixed into one. I never wanted the moment to end. But then my sister had to come and ruin the moment. She was always good for doing that sort of thing. Coming into a situation at the wrong moment.

I could feel Danielle tense as she saw Tabby at the door. "Well, well, well look at we have here." Tabby said to me and Danielle. Danielle pushed me away so I would let her down.

"It's not what you think." Danielle said to her as she moved further away from me. I couldn't help but chuckle at this.

"Oh no baby sister is it what you think." I said to Tabby as I wiped off some of the lipstick that was still on my lips.

"Ughh I hate it when you call me that. You do know we are the same age right? Since we're twins in all." She said to me as she walked over to were Danielle was standing. "He has always called me his little sister, because he was born 'first.' " She said to Danielle as she made air quotations.

I laughed at how Tabby had reacted. She was always testy about our age difference. I was about five minutes older then her and I always rubbed it into her face. "Don't listen to her Danielle, she's just jealous that I am a whole five minutes older then her." I said as I put up five fingers in front of me.

Tabby slapped my hand away. "Whatever that means that your going to age quicker." Tabby and Danielle laughed at this. God did I love the way her laugh sounded. It was just like her voice, sweet and angelic.

"You should probably get going my annoying brother. Me and Danielle have some things we need to talk about." My sister said to me as she pushed me outside of the door.

"Okay okay I am on my way out. Goodnight little sister. Goodnight beautiful." Was the last thing I said to them before I had Danielle's bedroom door closed in my face.

Danielle's Prov:

My heart was still beating like crazy. I couldn't believe everything that had just happened in the past five minutes. I couldn't believe Luke was acting like it was no big deal at all that his sister caught us making out. But most of all I couldn't believe that I was going to be having a sleepover with the sister of the guy who I was just making out with.

"So." Tabby comment as she braked me out of my train of thought. "You and my brother huh?" She said to me as she came close to where I was standing.

"It's not like your thinking. I mean it it, but it's not. It's ummm, complicated." I said to her as she sat down on my bed. I felt like I was going to start crying. I honestly didn't know what me and Luke were. I didn't know what we were because we never really talked about it. I never really allowed him the time to talk to me about it.

"Hey are you okay? I didn't mean to upset you or anything. I was just curious is all. I have never really had anyone to talk to like this before. Sometimes I can come on kind of over powering." She said to me as she looked down into her lap.

I couldn't help but wonder about her life and what it was like. "What do you mean you have never really done anything like this before? " I asked her as I wiped away a tear that was falling down my face.

"I don't know what you think about me, or my life, but I bet your wrong. I have never been one of those girls who was liked by everyone. I mean I had a few friends here and there, but they mostly wanted to be my friend because of who your family is. The money that they owned and what not." She said to me with a small smile.

I really couldn't believe what she was telling me. "But your so beautiful. How on earth did you never have any good friends? I mean you seem perfect in every way."

She chuckled at that and wiped a tear from her eye. "Trust me I am far from perfect. My whole life is a mess." It was silent for a while before she started up the conversation again. "Anyway enough about me. What about you? Did you have many friends back in New York?" She asked me.

"No. I didn't have any friend at all. People made fun of me and the way I look. I really can't blame them because I am everything they called me. Ugly, fat, unloved, etc. I kind of don't let it bug me anymore." I said to her as I got up and walked over to the closet to pick up my PJs.

"Are you fucking kinding me Danielle? You let those people treat you like that? You want to know why I didn't have any friends?" She asked me as she got up and walked over to were I was. "I don't have any friends because I choose not to let them use me. I choose to have no friends at all, because I know I deserved a lot better then that. You deserve a lot better as well Danielle. You should have never let them treat you the way they did." She said to me as she grabbed me into a tight hug.

I couldn't explain how I was feeling. I don't know if I ever will be able to, but I can tell you this, it was probably the best hug that I had ever recieved. It made me feel so many things all at once. I felt pain, regret, joy, happiness, and most of all love. For the first time in a long time I was feeling like maybe my life could change for the better. Maybe I would be able to be a girl who had friends, maybe I would be able to be happy , maybe just maybe I could have a family who loved me. Maybe!

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