batman and superman forever

day 3

day 3: its been three days i am finally aloowed to tell my fans where i am. The nurse came into my room early this mofrning and gave me my phone. i went on twitter and typed

hello everyone

i am okay i need a break i am going through a tough time. i have committed myself so i can get help that i need. You thinks its a easy life and perfetc that i have moeny and that its not. i dont care about the money. im doing what i have dreamed of.

i posted that and then got ready for my day. i had an appointment tehn i can have friends over. i have been doing better then before. i have been writing a song its called for the love of a daughter.

Four years old with my back to the door

All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity award?

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
Oh

It's been five years since we've spoken last
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times,
Before even "I love you"
Starts to sound like a lie

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter

Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you push me out of your world,
Lied to your flesh and your blood,
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?
Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you throw me right out of your world?
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father

Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter

This song means alot. but i been through so much so it explains alot of my pain. today at my appointment my doctor todl me ki mmight be able to leav early i don't have to stay a whole month. I will not know until tomorrow.