Betrayals And New Beginnings

Chapter 21

Last chapter was spur of the moment. I know I probably had more choices. But I've been looking for something dramatic and I found that. :p dont worry. They'll find eachother... maybe.

Harry's POV

I look at my familiars and my baby. It's been a month. No ones found me but I've had to practice kicking him out of my mind. Hes almost in...

&what do you look so sad for& I hear Kotas say. I look at him.

&he started right up when I woke up& I whisper. He looks right up at me.

&you have to face him my lady& he says to me.

&I cant. What if he really wishes to have someone else. I cant handle that. I'm 6 months pregnant now. I have three months. Only three more months& I whisper. He looks at me.

&you need closure at least. You cant sleep. You only eat enough for you and your baby to survive. You need closure or you need him& He says lightly. I tear up.

&I dont want him with someone else.. but I want him happy...& I whisper. Tears running down my face.

&he will want you. You dont know what's going on out there& he says. I look at him questionably. He shakes his head.

&if I let him in my mind will you let it go..& i whisper. He nods.

&he will want you. He will need you. It will not be as simple as letting him in your mind& he says. I nod. Slowly. But surely. I let down my shields. Once it's fully down I hear a yell in my head

TOMS POV

I just got out of my meeting.. it's been a month since I've seen my beautiful mate. I miss him. I need him. I havent slept. I've barely ate... I havent seen my mate or my baby.. I wonder if he kicks.. I wonder how big my mate has become.

"He will come back my lord" I look over to Lucius. He flinches. Everyone flinches now. I've blown up at everyone. I almost killed multiple.

"I havent seen them in a month. My baby boy or my mate" I whisper. He opens his mouth but all of a sudden I get flooded with self loathing and sadness. So much a tear rolls down my face that's probably not mine.

"My lord what's wrong?" Lucius asks. I stand up frozen. Quickly getting out of it.

WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU IVE BEEN WORRIED. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Harry I didnt mean to say that I've been trying to protect you I didnt mean to upset you. I miss you please where are you.

I say pitifully in his mind. I hear an internal whimper. It hurts to hear.

I'm sorry

He whispers

You can have whoever you want...

I freeze. No no no

No no no baby baby I dont want anyone but you. No ones been in my bed since you were born. No ones ever been in my heart. Only you. I never flirted with anyone even after you left. I made a mistake. I am sorry.

I'm trying so hard. I need him to understand.

Okay... I'm in the library...