Jaida was twenty almost twenty one when she was raped and she hasn't been the same since. Since it has happened, she has tried to forget and wanted to move on but that definitely wasn't working for her. She was so tired of fighting her never silent...
Jaida walked into her place that she shared with Niya with a sigh. She had a major headache and didn't feel like doing anything except sleeping. Jaida pulled off her shirt and pants before putting on just a oversized shirt.
Jaida hated sleeping with pants on.
Jaida put her purse and phone down before sighing as she laid down on her bed. She closed her eyes and pulled the covers over her body.
Jaida was only sleep for ten minutes before she heard knocking on the front door.
She groaned and pulled a pillow over her head but that didn't do anything to stop her from hearing the knocking.
"Fucking tired of people killing my sleep." Jaida said cranky as she got up to go answer the door.
"I'm coming god damnit"Jaida said as the knocking continued. Jaida loved sleep like crazy and she hated when people woke her up.
"What" Jaida said irritated as she opened the door. Ezra stood on the other side of the door looking down at her.
"Fuck no" Jaida said before slamming the door close.
My sleep was ruined because of him oh hell nah Jaida thought as she walked away from the door. Jaida couldn't go back to sleep because once she woke up there was no way of her sleeping again.
"Jaida please let's talk" Ezra said through the door.
"Go kiss that whore" Jaida yelled as she sighed pouring her some cranberry juice.
"Jaida please" Ezra pleaded and Jaida looked at the door as she debated what she should do.
"Bloody hell" She mumbled before going to the door opening it. Ezra looked down at her and she stepped aside to let him in.
"Talk then leave please" Jaida said softly as he walked in. He nodded before going to sit down on the couch.
"I'm sorry for how I treated you" Ezra started but Jaida rolled her eyes with a sigh.
"Great apology" She mumbled before rolling her eyes again as she sat down on the couch.
"I'm not finished" He said and she looked at him waiting.
"When that doctor told me the news of her death, I shut down. I couldn't feel anymore I just felt numb inside." Ezra said with a blank look on his face. As he still felt numb inside about Kassie.
"You were the first person to say something to me after the doctor told us and I just tired to blame you for everything. For her death and so much more" He mumbled before looking at Jaida. Jaida just watched him.
"I'm sorry that I said all those things to you about what happened those years and I'm sorry for blaming you. I really should have blamed myself because even though the ambulance and police wasn't there on time, I still could have found her and brought her to the hospital myself on time. Then maybe she would still have been alive" Ezra said looking at his hands as he shakes his head.
"Ezra you can't blame yourself for something that wasn't even your fault. It was whoever shot her fault. Not yours, not mine. Not even the police men." Jaida said looking at him. He shakes his head and puts his head in his hands as a loud sigh leaves his mouth.
"I'm so sorry Jaida I'm sorry for everything" Ezra says as a sob escapes him. Ezra shakes his head as he tries to hold it in and not cry.
"No Ezra don't hold in your tears. Just let go" Jaida said before hugging him. Ezra wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his lap burying his head in her neck.
"Let go" Jaida said as she ran her fingers through his hair. Ezra held on to Jaida tighter as he began to sob loudly letting all his emotions out.
Jaida just sat in his arms and rubbed her hand through his hair and the other rubbed his back. She sat there until she knew that Ezra was okay. She sat there for how ever long he needed her to.
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"You know I love you right" Jaida mumbled as she looked at Ezra. It's been about two hours since Ezra's cry session and they decided to just talk after he calmed down.
"Yes and I love you too" Ezra said as he rubbed the sides of her hips softly. Jaida turned to him biting her lip before sighing.
"Then you need to know that just because you get mad or sad doesn't give you the right to take your emotions out on other people Ezra." Jaida said with a frown on her face. She still doesn't forgive Ezra because he really did hurt her a lot.
"I know and I'm sorry truly" Ezra said as he looked at her. He was truly sorry about it all.
"Sorry isn't going to cut it Ezra. You hurt Hayley as well with you barely calling her anymore then how you acted at the funeral." Jaida said as she stood up with a sigh. She walked to her room feeling a headache coming.
"I didn't mean to hurt her Jaida I promise. Just like I didn't mean to hurt you." Ezra said as he followed her. He grabbed her arm pulling her body into his as he looked down at her.
"I love you and Hayley so much Jaida and I don't want to lose either of you." He mumbled and Jaida sighed.
"My daughter is the most important thing in my life Ezra you know this. Until my babygirl is happy I'm not happy." Jaida said before pulling away from him and going into her room. She slammed the door and sighed as she leaned against it.
Jaida wasn't trying to be hard on Ezra but the fact that he hurt Hayley was really hurting her. Hayley is everything to her and she couldn't handle her princess being upset with someone.
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