I am tired
I am so tired of you
Ruining everything I've done
Ruining everyone you talk to
Ruining every beautiful thing you touch
Ruining your own goddamn self
And I am so tired of you
I am tired of you
I want to scream at the top of my lungs "fuck you"
Yes fuck you
Fuck you
Will you ever leave me?
Fuck you
Will you ever stop ruining me?
Fuck you
Will you ever believe me when I say that you are stupid
You are numb
You are nothing
And will you ever stop trying?
Because I am getting tired
I am getting really tired
And you don't get it
Your mom was right when she said "you've changed, you are hurting people, throwing words like a sowrd in their hearts"
Please die
Please die
No one will ever want you
Please die
Take all the dead butterflies you're hiding and go
Please go
Where ever you want
As long as you're going far away from me
100 light years away from me
1000 light years away from me
Just go
Just go...or die
Please die
I hate you
Fucking die
I don't want you
And I feel defeated
Carrying you inside me all the time
I'll cut you off my body
If you won't ever let me go
Please die
You are not a part of me
You'll never be
But I feel defeated
for the one who's buried inside me.
YOU ARE READING
This Is For You
PoetryEvery part of this, is about someone/something that went through my life, and changed/affected me, even a little bit -and some fucked up thoughts- Every part has a diffrent story Date of starting: August 4th, 2020 Date of finishing: Nov 21th, 2020
