Your albums still here
I smell them from time to time
Because I'm afraid to forget your smell
And I think I did
They're next to my head
And every time I turn around
I see them and I think of you But I don't want them anymore
I can't give them back to you
I hide them away
So I won't see them everyday
But I loved Taylor Swift
and now I just hate her
Because they're hers
You ruined all her songs
Because you're the only thing in my mind when I listen to them
And The 1975 was a good band till I met you
Now you're gone
Its been so long
How could I recognize you,still?
The pictures from your albums are fading
They don't smell like you anymore
They smell like cigarettes
And I'll pretend I don't know where this smell came from
But it makes me sad sometimes
Because your smell is kept in my mind
And my mind is craving to feel it again
I know I can't give them back to you
So I hide them away
At least I won't remember you
When I first wake up
But hell no I see you in my dreams everynight
And you still the one I think of when I open my eyes
Now I just got to live with the hurt you left
But god you are amazing
How can I deny it?
And sometimes I tell myself otherwise in order to survive my days without you
for The 1975 lover.
YOU ARE READING
This Is For You
PoetryEvery part of this, is about someone/something that went through my life, and changed/affected me, even a little bit -and some fucked up thoughts- Every part has a diffrent story Date of starting: August 4th, 2020 Date of finishing: Nov 21th, 2020
