The night of Noah's fight
3rd person pov
Twirling in her simple black dress Cataleya stood in front of her mirror adding her mother's necklace as a final and most important touch
She didn't know if it was appropriate for a boxing match but she didn't have anyone to ask
So this simple dress will have to do
She closed her eyes and took deep breaths
In and out
Her routine continued for another 5 minutes until she opened her eyes meeting
Cold unemotional eyes that were familiar yet unrecognisable at the same time greeted her
If anyone other then Cataleya saw those eyes they would flinch back
But the problem stood that they were
Her own eyes
Dr.Cristiano taught her a sort of ... game she must do it when everything get overwhelming
And to say the last few days were just that would be an understatement
The pub night
Girl's speaking at her
Noah becoming her friend
Dancing with him
Meeting his family
His friend talking about her
And lastly Noah inviting her to his fight.
She was a bookworm for a reason
Books don't confuse her feelings
But people does
"What did you feel when you heard those three girls" her voice echoed through her empty room directed to her reflection
She took her famous blue notebook and flipped through pages until she found her so called emotion
"Sadness, hurt"
"What about being friends with Noah" she asked herself once again flipping the pages
"Happy and ..." the silence made her pause for the first time since 3 years she doesn't know what she is feeling precisely
She stood still for another minute then she told herself she will ask Cristiano
"What did you feel when you danced with him?" Her next question came
"I felt..." her question left unanswered because 'happy' didn't seem to fit here, it was more..
The feeling that left her almost 3 years ago started building slowly inside of her
Anger
She asked the same question about his family to be answered immediately
"happiness and warmth" it's been years since she last said that word
After that came the question about Noah's friend to be met immediately like before "hurt and sadness"
And then came the awaiting question her feelings about the invitation about tonight
And once again she didn't find the words, there was a feeling missing that she didn't knew it
"I don't understand" she mumbled over and over again shaking her head
"I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!" She screamed and punched the mirror until her reflection was on multiple small pieces
Blood dripped from her hands
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