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Chapter Eighteen

"Jeongguk ah actually did you have any n-nightmare?" Mrs. Jinwoo murmured.

In return jungkook left a long sight and stated...
"Hmm, It is a nightmare" after speaking he paused for a minute or so and said again "....About Tae" The room was eerily quiet. Jungkook and the maid, both could feel the dead silence spread everywhere between them not leaving a single place around. The moment when Mrs. Jinwoo heard that it was about Tae her face was literally dazed with fright and worry.

Jungkook then started after sighing  "It was a quite afternoon when me and tae were walking towards Han river. We both were perfect couples at that time like no one could ever come between us. And were also happy to get each other in our life that made it far better than a usual life, just like living in paradise with each other in our arms everyday. We talked a lot in between our way and whatever we both said some one or the other always chuckled or laughed at it. I was holding his hands very tightly so that he's safe and always with me. After some time we teacher our destination and stood in front of the river. Tae is usually a cheerful guy as you know but while standing suddenly his facial expression kinda changed but then like after a few seconds he again got rid of that and smiled. And noticing that I gazed at him to understand what's with that expression as I was totally confused. After some time he called me as "jeongguk-ah" and I answered back while humming and smiled at him. But he just glimpsed at my face and uttered a 'nevermind' . I was also going to set my gaze at the naked river water when right at that moment I could perceive that his face got hold of a  pale expression but behind that face was a worry and fright that always peeked behind his eyes and lips. I won't say that it was the first time of seeing him like that but I noticed it quite a few times. But the thing is I didn't gave much attention to it. And in fact why would I. It was clear that he was the happiest when he lived with me. I didn't even let him alone in the kitchen or any dangerous places like that. But this time I got suspicious of it and it finally came out of my mouth.... "TaeTae what happened?? Is something bothering you. Please tell me I will just kill the person or thing that is troubling you", I asked him really worriedly. But he didn't even seem to care and continued staring at the water with that pale and sometimes worried expression. That made me more doubtful and I grabbed his wrist firmly and asked "Tae!!! Tell me!!!" and with that he once glanced at me and shuttered while hesitating a lot "Um.. K-Kookie... W-wou-". This was kinda getting annoying as he wasn't telling his problem to me as I was always by his side... "just tell alteady! Don't shutter tae please?", he's still staring down trying not to make eye contact with me. Then I held his chin and pulled it up so that his eyes reaches mine. I did it and he kept staring at me like I am the one who is bothering him. I could understand his thing and gave him a warm hug but still confused if his sadness, and said "You don't have to like me very much. Just open your heart to me". He was hiding his face at the crook of my neck when I felt something wet and warm on my shoulder. I quickly pulled back the hug to check Tae and it happened just what I thought! He was crying.

The warm tears from his swollen red eye rolled down his cheek like crystal beads. It was really surprising to see him crying in a beautiful day in our entity. Seeing him like that really made me hurt causing me to cry too. But rn my main job was to protect him so I tried fighting back my tears which were intimidating to leave my eyes and fall at any moment but. I succeeded at last. Now Taehyung spoke "jeongguk, what if you betray me and leave?" I was in complete shock when I heard him saying that words but at that moment I could could fight back no longer and a drop of water fell down rolling from my cheek then eventually reaching the chin. It was a real pain when I thought that I was always ready to stay with him in any moment of happiness of grief but he didn't take me like that, which was the most important of all, and thought that I would hurt him. If he always thought me like that I couldn't ever forgive myself. It was me who was the most bothersome person in Tae's life and disturbed him like hell!
But I still asked him in that grief-stricken state if mine "Tae- don't you trust me?" it was barely silent in the street that my voice was kinda echoing, like a bit. He then looked straight into my eyes and uttered a 'no' and stood still just exactly like a statue. My heart felt like breaking into billions of pieces and slowly thousands of tears rushing down my cheeks one by one. I grabbed him tightly and seized him but to my horror there was no control in his body like to stand but his face changed into a paler appearance and untill I checked to see his back.

He was already dead with a gunshot.
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