Jace
I wasn't sure of many things in my life. Most of the time, I just made it up as I went along.
But if there was one thing that was absolutely, one hundred percent certain, it was that I hated Noah Quinn.
Like, hated him.
And that hatred was all I could think about as the girl that was on my lap leaned in close, and pressed her lips to mine.
I couldn't even remember her name. I honestly didn't care. But that morning, as I sat on the sand at the beach party, I needed a distraction.
The kiss was average. They always were. Nothing really felt passionate to me anymore, like every time some girl attached themselves to my face, it was just a matter of waiting it out and trying to feel like all this emotionless sleeping around felt right. This time, I tried to focus on the feeling of her strawberry blonde hair in my hands, the sickly sweet taste of lipgloss.
I couldn't.
All I could see was him.
The very thought of Noah made something inside of me burn, the air thinning as he appeared within my mind. I was right when I thought he had changed. He was almost confident now; still afraid, but less when it came to speaking his mind. And I couldn't decide whether I liked or despised it.
The girl was attractive, and she liked me, and I should've liked her too. So, as she fiddled with the ends of my (mostly) brown hair, I made an angry sound against her mouth and curled my fists around the material of her dress.
All I could see behind my eyelids as I kissed her was black and blue.
Noah.
I hated his stupid, dark waves, and his annoyingly soft smile, and the disheveled way he looked in the morning. And his eyes; god, they were the worst part. They were deep enough to pull you in. Deep enough to drag you under.
But if he was the ocean, then I wanted to drown.
Abruptly, I pulled away, my thoughts ringing loud like a betrayal. "What's wrong?" She asked with a frown, her voice thick.
What was wrong?
I was supposed to be thinking about how much I hated him. How much he made me mad. And he did. Maybe a little too much, sometimes.
"Nothing," I murmured, kissing her and pretending to like it. "Just... got a lot on my mind."
She smiled. Pretty. Any normal guy would be enjoying this. The poor girl was just trying to have a good time, and I couldn't help but resent her.
Fuck. Why do I have to hate everyone?
Especially the boy whose body I woke up inside of every day. The one who shared a mirror with me. I hated him the most.
The girl leaned forward, smiling against my lips, as she softly spoke the words, "I can help with that."
I really wished that she had.
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Noah
"How are you feeling, Noah?"
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tangled up in blue
RomanceIf there's one thing that's certain in Noah Quinn's life, it's that he absolutely hates Jace Jackson. Like, all consuming, burning, passionate hatred. While Noah and his best friend Lee are pretty much nobodies, Lee's bad boy older brother Jace is p...