DARK DESIRE OF LOVE(completed)

CHAPTER FORTY FOUR

"Anahita meri pheli muhobaat hai, my first love"

His words were roaming in my mind, on hearing this I was unable to breath even, I don't know what to do next , I was numb to react , for a moment I got freeze on my position,
I don't know what to do now?? Some moments ago I was so happy in his arms but the keyword is "WAS"

I free myself from his grip and stand up to go, but he hold my wrist stopping me to go from there,
I had no courage to look back because if I do so it will make me weak, I tried to free myself from his grip but he was too strong, he stand up from his place and back hugs me, for a moment we kept quiet but when reality hit me I pushed him and turn to go but his sudden question stopped me to take next step further....

Won't you ask me more about her?? Don't you wanna know where is she now??? Don't you wanna know if she is my first love then what I am doing here with you???

I didn't turn back but still I wanted to listen his answer so I didn't walk ahead and let him continue further, he came in front of me and clasped my cheeks that was it for me on feeling his touch on my skin, my tears started flowing he wipes them from his thumb lovingly and hugs me patting my back, that moment I needed that hug so I didn't protest

She is my first love, bhut pyar krta tha main usey more than my life, her one smiles makes me the most happiest person in this world and her one tear made my heart heavy, but that day....

He stopped while saying this he controlled his emotions by closing his eyes and then he continued further

She died, she died in front of me,
I was looking her Helplessly I tried my best to safe her but wasn't able to do that, vo meri ankhon k samne mujhse itna dur chali gyi ki chah k bhi main usey vaps ni bula paya,
usey phr kabhi chu ni paya, mehsus ni kr paya, hr pal uskey bina kaise jiya hu ye shyd main in labzo main byaan bhi ni kr sakta,
tum janti ho main toh uskey saath hi mar jata chahta tha pr shyd kismat ko mujhe zindagi bhr ka dard dena tha, mera dil toh uskey janey k baad hi dhadkana bnd ho gya tha

I looked him being shocked that how can someone love anyone so deeply, I won't deny the fact that I was envious from her, that why I am not his first??? I wanted him to love me like he loves her

Pr phr tum aayi meri zindagi main,
you came in my life and I tried really hard to stay far away from you by hurting you and saying harsh word to you, but I failed

You know your single touch makes me insane, when you come closer to me my lifeless heart staring to beat, mera bejan dil tumhare karib aaney se dhadkney lagta hai,

With you I forget my pain and agony, I wanted to tell you a this before but I was afraid to lose you, please nandini don't leave me, I need you
Kya tum mujhe ek mauka dogi apney karib aaney ka??
Kya mere bezan dil ko tum uski dadkaney lautaugi??
Kya tum mujhe in andhero se bhr nikalogi?? Kya thamogi mera haath?!!

If you leave me this time then I will die for sure, after her I never let anyone come closer to me except you

yes anahita was my first love but you are my last love nandini, I love you so much....

His confession was so pure that it made my tears turn into a smile, and suddenly it started raining making us drench in the rain of love......

He hold my cheeks and comes more closer to me, our lips were just inches apart and this time I don't want him to stop,

I close my eyes feeling his touch on my face and at last our lips touches creating fire inside us we were just pouring our emotions in that kiss, neither he nor I wanted to break the kiss

and the rain was adding fuel in our desires, I never thought that our first kiss will happen in this type of situation

Yeeeehhhh unexpected first kiss??

Finally ho hi gya...

So what will happen next??

Will nandini forgave him??

What about anahita??

Will it be that easy for nandini to move on and love the way him like before???

#happy reading