Draco Malfoy one shots

After the war, I still love you (request)

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i have about 12 request not counting the pt.2 that you guys want so im trying my best to get these out!
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- k <3

⚠️mentions of self harm⚠️
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"I'll love you forever y/n weasley" Draco says with a tear rolling down his pale face
"Then why are you leaving me?" I say not being able to hold back my tears
"I have to, im sorry" he holds my face and gives me a kiss goodbye "goodbye y/n"
Leaving me in an empty hogwarts corridor to collapse crying out as the war is happening outside
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"It's over y/n" Hermione says running towards me, "we won, Voldemort has been defeated" she says laughing
I smile and hug her
"Y/n...."Ron whispers as he walks towards me
"What is it Ron? what's wrong"
"Mum wants us to come inside" he says tears forming in his eyes
"Ron...." I say tearing up as well
I run inside with Ron and Hermione following
and then I see him, my lovely sweet brother, Fred.
George is crying over his body as my mother and father hold each other not being able to comprehend that they have just lost a child
Ron walks over to them to be held by our mother and father
I stand there in disbelief as Hermione holds my hand.
"This is a joke right? he's joking? he's playing a prank. please tell me he's playing a prank!" I shout feeling myself go weak in the knees
"Y/n" George says as I kneel next to Fred
"No he can't be dead! please Fred.... wake up, come on Fred wake up!" I shout as I cry into his chest

It's been about a week since the war and the break up and losing my brother, the pain is unbearable
unfortunately I have gotten into the habit of hurting myself, I know it isn't good but...

Harry and Hermione often come to the house to see us
Lucky no one in my family has noticed I self harm
"What about that one boy that was in our potions class?" Hermione says trying to help me move on from Draco
"It's not worth it Hermione, i can't move on, there's no way" I say glumly
"Y/n I do hate seeing you this way" Harry says
"Well what do you expect? I lost Draco and Fred all in the same day" I say, "I'm sorry, that was rude, im just hurt is all"
"We understand" Ron says giving me a hug as Harry reaches to hold my hand and give it a squeeze
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It's now been about 2 months being at home is terribly sad
mum and dad aren't the same, neither is George, and Ron relies on Hermione to keep him happy, and Ginny relies on Harry
"You're father and I are going to go out for a bit" mum says to me
"Your sister is with Harry and Ron is with Hermione, and George is with Angelina,"
"And im all alone" I say
"Oh sweetie I didn't mean it like that... I just wanted to let you know that you'd be home alone that's all"
"It's ok mum, have fun"
As soon as they walk out I feel myself being to cry again,
I walk towards the bathroom and harm myself once again
as there's blood on my wrist and a razor in my hand I hear a knock on the door
Quickly I try to wash the blood off and hide the razor but the blood keeps coming out
Panicking not knowing what to do I decide to just open the door and hide the razor and blood with my sleeve
As I open the door I see a pale face with grey sad eyes that id never thought I'd see again
"Draco.." I whisper tearing up
"Oh y/n" he says picking me up and hugging me
When he does he accidentally pushes the razor into my skin
"Ow" I whisper pulling away
"I'm sorry love, did I hurt you?" He says with concern
"No...no" I say trying to hide my arm
"What're you... what're you hiding y/n?" He says trying to grab my arm
"Nothing," I say stepping back
"Y/n let me see"
"no"
"Y/n" he says and he grabs my arm and pulls up my sleeve revealing all my cuts
"y/n..." he says instantly tearing up
"I'm sorry" I say crying
He hugs me and asks "why"
"You left and then.... and then Fred died... it was all too much. Nothings been the same. I've tried to move on but I can't. I love you Draco and I just-"
"Shhh, I understand. I came back for you, I couldn't be with you then, it was too dangerous. Im here now I still love you y/n.. I heard about Fred a month ago but I had to make sure it was safe. Im sorry I should've been here"
"I get it, I miss him so much, and I missed you" I say crying into his chest
"I'm sorry love, I know how much you loved him, im here now"
"Thank you" I mumble
"Y/n?"
"Yea?" I mumble again
"Y/n look at me"
I look up as he holds my arms
"No more ok? No more hurting yourself, your family will heal, Fred wouldn't want this you understand?" I nod, "and I don't want this, I left to protect you but I promise I never stopped loving you" he says kissing my arm and holding my face "will you stop?" He asks tears in his eyes "for me and Fred? And your family, will you stop hurting yourself?"
"Yes" I say crying, he kisses my head and hold me
"It'll be ok, I promise" he whispers

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Hope you all enjoyed!
- k <3