I've talk to some people about this earlier so now I will talk to you about it...
I think that there is something deeply wrong with me. Like...I'm not sure if I'm just depressed or what.
My life is pretty normal...well it was. I lived to be an excellent student and improving yet mature artist. It's my mind that I feel like is wrong, it's me that's wrong. I talked you guys about my dreams earlier, one of you told me what one of them meant..I decided to see what my other constant nightmares mean.
I had a snake in my dream, it meant that I was in a toxic relationship.
I couldn't scream for help because in real life I'm too fucking scared to speak at all.
I can't run or speed walk in my dreams because I lack self-esteem
I get chased in my dreams because I'm avoiding a problem that I have yet to solve
I have fucking demons in my dream because I'm constantly living in fear, and I don't realize it
Shadows in my dream symbolize the rejection of my natural expression...
All these things appear in my dream because for years I've been living in constant paranoia and stress, and I didn't realize it until earlier... I'm always scared, and I don't know how to fix that
The tiniest things will get my heart pounding, even as I'm writing this
