Secrets (Book 2 of "Rock Bottom") // A Tony Lopez Story\\

Chapter 5

(This picture is so sexy! Look at his muscles! AND THE VEINS COMING OUT OF HIS HANDS IM FUCKING- OK)

We finished eating dinner. I told them what happened and they all didn't really know what to say. They just told me that everything was going to resolve itself, we just have to give it a little time. I've been trying my best to keep it together but it's getting hard around this time. Once we pulled up to the house, I talked to Nick for awhile until I went to my room. I sat on the edge of my bed, impatiently waiting for him. After a literal eternity, there was a small knock on the door and I jumped. I took a deep breath and spoke quietly

Y/N: C-Come in

Tony then opened the door and closed it, leaning his back against the door as if we didn't even matter to each other. Like we were having a small business meeting. I guess he dyed his hair to black and he doesn't have his perm anymore. He seem like he lost 15 pounds and he had a tattoo on his arm. He looked very good but he's changed... alot

Y/N: You know you can sit down, r-right?

He crossed his arms

Tony: I know but it's not my place to just walk in and help myself

I looked down and whispered

Y/N: It was...

He sighed

Tony: What am I doing here Y/N? You said it was important but all you did was invite me over to watch you throw a pity party for yourself

He's right. I need to stop wasting time and tell him. I sighed as I stood up and walked into my bathroom. I went under the sink as he slowly followed me. I grabbed my makeup bag and turned around. He leaned on the door way and raised an eyebrow. I sighed as I walked up to him and got into his face, our lips centimeters away from each other. I felt his breath against my nose and upper lip and we stared into each other's eyes. I whispered as my eyes began to slowly well up and he stared to my eyes, switching from eye to eye quickly.

Y/N: Please... I need you to stay calm and don't freak out because you said this is something you didn't want but.... we can't change it

Tony: What the hell are you talking about-

I cut him off as I looked dead into his eyes

Y/N: Promise me you wont walk out of my life completely once I tell you...

He switched in between my eyes again and nodded slowly

Tony: I promise

I grabbed his hand and led him to the bench at the foot of my bed. I sat him down and he didn't take his eyes off of me. I stood in front of him and looked down at the makeup bag. I hesitantly opened it and saw the pregnancy test. I slowly pulled it out and held it in my hands in plain sight. Tony froze and his face was blank as I set the bag on the bench. I grabbed his hand and brought it up and placed the test into his hand. He brought his head up and looked me into my eyes

Tony: If this is some sick joke-

Y/N: It's not... they're yours... I'm a month and a half pregnant-

Tony: Wait- They?

I nodded

Y/N: Twins... A boy and a girl...

He looked down as a tear fell down his face without a blink. He looked down at the test and silently gasped when he saw the two lines

Y/N: I find out when I went to the doctor when I had my cold. I wanted to tell you until you said you didn't want kids at the moment and I was afraid you were going to leave me and the babies but it happened either way...

Tony: You waited a month and a half to tell me?

Y/N: How else could've I told you? You blocked my contact and you weren't answering my DMS.

He looked down into his lap as he took a deep breath. He then stood up and placed the test into my hand, closing it slowly. He wiped the tears off his face and walked out of the room, closing it leaving me by myself in my dark cold room without so much of a goodbye

***

Olivia: Goddamn it, babe! You motherfucker!

Ondreaz: HAHA!

Me, Liv, Ondre, Chris, Enrique, and Nick were chilling in my room. Liv and Ondre went at a round of Call of Duty 1v1 on my PS4. Chris and Enrique were at my vanity playing around in my makeup and Nick and I were chilling on my bed. I was laying under my covers on my side and stared at my lamp, not being able to take my mind off of Tony and my babies. Nick was on his phone when he glanced at me. I watched him as he turned off his phone, placed it on my nightstand, laid down on his side facing me, and got comfortable. He began to speak, knowing that no one was paying attention

Nick: How are my niece, nephew, and my baby sister, that I love dearly, feeling?

I sighed

Y/N: You're niece and nephew are doing perfectly fine. You're baby sister on the other hand... is not doing too good

He frowned and moved a strand of hair out of my face as I tried holding in everything. I was not about to break down in front of everyone but then he whispered

Nick: It'll all be ok... I promise

 I closed my eyes and took this time to appreciate his touch, not knowing what I would do if he wasn't here

Nick: It'll be ok....

I sighed, letting a tear stream down my face and he wiped it away

Nick: Hey, come here

He grabbed my hips and pulled me closer to him, holding me tightly and I buried my head into his chest, feeling the warmness of his body wrapped around me and the steady pace of his chest moving my head up and down. I sighed and furrowed my eyebrows as I took this moment it, appreciating everything for what I have. He kissed my head and rubbed my lower back

Nick: You'll get through this. I love you

Y/N: I love you so much

Nick: I'm always here, no matter what

I smiled weakly and then there was a knock on the door

Y/N: Come in

The door opened and it reveled Tony. Everyone looked at him and Nick and I continued to cuddled. Tony looked at us and he honestly looked hurt. He was very good at hiding it but I knew him too well. I saw right through it. He blinked quickly, swallowed, looked away, and pointed out the door

Tony: Can I uh- get some help please-?

Ondre jumped up

Ondreaz: Let's go

Tony opened the door wider and Ondre walked past him. He looked at the ground near Nick and I then shook his head and walked out. Liv, Nick, and I looked at each other and furrowed our eyebrows. We all defiantly knew why he was acting weird before but it was extreme just now. Should I talk to him?