Secrets (Book 2 of "Rock Bottom") // A Tony Lopez Story\\

Chapter 6

They left the room and everyone looked at each other. I sat up, rubbed my face, and sighed as Nick rubbed my back

Nick: Hey, what did I say? It will be ok. You just have to give it a little time. It'll resolve itself, ok?

Chris: Ok, but what is he doing here anyway?

I shrugged

Enrique: What did he need help with?

Y/N: I don't know! Why are you asking me-!?

Olivia: Woah, calm down Jamal- Don't pull out the nine-

I sighed and covered my face

Y/N: I'm sorry, I'm just-

Olivia: It's ok. We get it, or at least I get it since these bitches can't get pregnant-

Nick: Don't come after me-

She rolled her eyes and made me crack a smile, then we heard the boys

Tony: Damn, Ondre! Lift with your legs bro!

Ondreaz: Don't you think I'm trying!

Tony: Goddamn it! Just put it down for a second!

Then we heard a small crash 

Ondreaz: Holy fuck Tony! You didn't need to break it!

Tony: I didn't fucking break it! I am not dealing with anyone's bullshit today so don't fucking test me! I am going to be a father with twins! FUCKING TWINS and I'm only 21! I can't be fucking mad at Y/N because I didn't fucking pull out! I get that you are trying to be there for Y/N through this whole process but it's like everyone forgot-

His voice began to crack and I already knew he was crying

Tony: It's like everyone forgot that I'm still in the picture! Especially you! Everyone knows I didn't cheat on Y/N but everyone is still treating me like I'm just a random mother fucker off the street that walked into their home! I am stressed the fuck out and my anxiety level is VERY HIGH and I need some peace! So excuse me for not giving a fuck about anything in this world and being a complete dick! Don't take it fucking personal, ok!

Then it went silent and Tony knocked on the door as he wiped his tears

Y/N: You don't need to knock

Tony: We already established that this wasn't my house so I am going to knock, whether you like it or not. I don't care.

Everyone just stared at us in silence. I don't think I've ever been in such an awkward situation and I felt extremely bad

Y/N: Ok...

Tony: So! I'm assuming the twins are sleeping here with you for the time being?

I nodded

Tony: Ok, where do you want the cribs?

What.

Y/N: Uh- I'm sorry what? Cribs?

Tony: Yes cribs...? I went shopping for my children because I'm not going to walk right out of their life like a bitch and a beat up dad

He said it in such an obvious tone and I had to remember he was going through it too so I wasn't going to give him my right hook at the moment

Y/N: Um... one on that side and one on the other

Tony: On it

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Tony: Ondre, I need you to come with me to return something

Ondreaz: Ok, what are returning?

Tony: A ring

My heart dropped and the whole room went silent as Tony got up and began to walk out of the room

Ondreaz: Woah, woah, wait- what ring?

Then he looked at Ondre with no emotion, no filter

Tony: I went to the ring store after she told me she was pregnant and got the most expensive ring there so I could propose to her. Then I went baby shopping and came back here. I knocked on her door and saw Nick and her together. And now I changed my mind. Moral of the story, I'm getting my money back-

I started crying as everyone was in shock

Nick: Woah, Tony- Y/N and I aren't together and we will never be together

Tony glanced at me and rolled his eyes as I looked down, crying for the millionth time today

Tony: Honestly, I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm hurt and my life has gone to shit and no one seems to give a fuck so I don't care anymore. You two can have each other.

The he walked out and I broke down. Ondre ran after him. My stomach began to feel queasy. I didn't know if it was because f how hard I was crying or if was because of the babies but, next thing I know, I'm up out of the bed, running to my bathroom, and throwing up into the toilet...

~Tony's POV~

I walked out of her room, hurt to see her cry but none of them even care enough to know how I feel through this. Next thing I know, I hear a set of footsteps running after to me

Ondreaz: Tony! Tony, get your ass back here!

Tony: Leave me alone Ondre-

He ran in front of me and pinned me against a wall. I pushed him off of me

Tony: Get the fuck off of me!

Ondreaz: What the hell is your problem!?

Tony: What is my problem!? How do you even have the audacity to ask me that when you didn't even care enough to fucking be there! To be there for me! Get the hell out of my face!

I pushed past him and continued to walk but he stood in front of me again. I was furious at this point. We stared into each other's eyes until he pulled me into a hug. I was shocked at first until my emotions got the best of me. I wrapped my arms around him and cried as he held me tightly

Ondreaz: I will always be here. Maybe not at the time you want but I will always, and I mean always, be here for you. You both will get through this. YOU will get through this. I know it's hard but you just have to breathe, ok...?

I nodded

Ondreaz: Just talk to her. She wants you back. I've never seen her want something soooo badly. She needs you and you need her. Just give each other a chance to work through this. I hate seeing you guys like this. Just please... try

I pulled away from him and wiped my face. I sniffled and looked away as I nodded

Ondreaz: Ok... let me go get her?

I nodded

Ondreaz: Yeah?

Tony: Yeah...

Ondreaz: Ok, give me a second

He walked past me and I went on to the front porch, sitting down and putting my face into my hands.