goth angel sinner - dreamnap (sequel to cowys)

umbrella - rihanna

you have my heart
and we'll never be worlds apart
maybe in magazines
but you'll still be my star

xxx

i angrily push my window open, grabbing the homework papers and throwing them out in a fit of rage.

"woah, what's going on?" nick wonders over the phone.
"fuck that shit. i'm gonna fail math anyway."
"clay! don't say that!"
"it's true!"

this is bullshit. this is me tripping on the finish line again. what if i have to redo high school because of this shit? i'm not dumb. i've been told i'm bright, creative, that i'm aware of my surroundings and a quick thinker. but it's not my fault i don't care about class. how about they make school less torturous, more fun? i can't sit on my ass for hours producing work. my brain just won't let it happen.

"i'll do it with you!"

i appreciate nick's enthusiasm but right now it's not helping.

"whatever. it's pointless anyway."
"you want me to at least bring it back up?"

i realize his voice is echoing. my head shoots up, ears listening closely. a laugh seeps out of the speaker, but comes in from somewhere else too. i place my hands on the windowsill, leaning forward to look out into my garden.

and lo and behold, there stands my favorite boy. the boy i've been on call with for at least an hour now. he's playfully grinning, waving the sheets of paper around in the air.

"oh my god nick, why are you-"
"told you i'd come over today, didn't i?" he points out, climbing up the veranda roof and crawling into my room.

i can only smile at his sudden appearance. this is just what i needed. he clumsily makes his way over the clutter on my desk, trying to safely get his feet on the ground before he breaks something.

i've got other plans however. my arms wrap around his waist, skillfully lifting him and setting him down in my lap. he lets out an adorable little gasp at my action.

"didn't think i was so light."
"maybe i'm just strong," i chuckle.

the weight of his body on my thighs makes me warm and tingly. his forehead rests against mine, our noses lightly grazing. i'm smiling like an idiot, blushing probably about as much as nick is right now. and his cheeks are truly bright red, almost glowing.

i feel like i'm drowning in his breathtaking eyes, like they're engulfing me in faintly green seawater. my fingertips run along his jawline, his neck, pulling his shirt down to access his collarbone. once it's out of the way i place my lips on the untouched skin, gently kissing and sucking on it. his breathing turns shaky, limbs tensing up.

i leave love marks wherever i please, savoring every little moan they draw out. my heart is racing, affection filling it to the brim. this wasn't what i expected my afternoon studying session to turn out like. not that i'm complaining, not at all. in fact, i'd much rather be doing this over useless schoolwork. as if that wasn't obvious already.

when i deem my colorful artwork completed i sit back again, sighing contently while still keeping nick close. he looks dazed, lost in me.

"hi baby," i purr, giving him a quick little peck.
"hi honey boo," he replies, mimicking my move.
"how's things?"
"fucking amazing."

my hands confidently grip his thighs, slowly but surely trailing upwards. he crumbles under my touch, letting me take control.

"y-you know, i thought we were gonna study once i got here."
"oh yeah? fuck studying," i mutter, minimizing the distance between our lips.
"fuck studying," he breathes before they meet in a heated kiss.

we've both been yearning for this ever since the party, and knowing nick, he'll make this the new best day of my life.

xxx

it's raining, raining
oh baby, it's raining, raining
baby, come here to me