This is our last performance on this tour. I wasn’t anywhere near ready to say good bye to any of these people. Especially Liam but we don’t need to talk about that now. They sent a sheet around to sign up for the next tour and it took all my will power to pass it on without my name on the multi-colored list. I always felt like crying when people asked me if I would be going on the American tour. I was going back to college and that was that. I explained to Liam that I wouldn’t be going on the American tour and why about a million times before he finally got it. When he finally processed it his expression broke my heart
“well maybe next tour, you are always welcome with us” he had whispered, he kissed my forehead and walked away
I knew he must have cried because I did and I had known about this for a long time. I tried to get myself under control while the make-up lady buzzed about something I hadn’t been listening to. She tapped my shoulder as a signal that I was done and I got up walking to a dressing room to put on my dress from this tour. Sarah had been bawling since the beginning of the day and she hadn’t stopped yet. She couldn’t go on the next tour either. I wished that she went to my college and not one two hours away. I would get to see Caroline though and spend Christmas and Thanksgiving with her family as planned which would be lovely. Caroline said she misses me and wants me to be back at the flat with her but she understands why I would want to go on tour. She said the choice was mine but I had made my choice and I was regretting it. Several times I would approach the manager about to beg for a spot on the tour but I stop myself and walk away before he notices me. I slipped the sparkly dress on with some help from Kara she zipped it for me and I slipped into my heels tying the straps tightly to my foot. I spun around a few times with Kara before we walked out onto the stage Liam had been getting a drink of water near the entrance of the stage when we walked up. He nodded at me not smiling reminding me how much I had hurt him and how bad I felt. I grabbed him arm and gave it a squeeze wishing he could be smiling again. I went over with the dancers after making eye contact with Liam. We stretched and rehearsed our dances briefly before going back into the green room while the venue filled with excided girls. I sat next to Sarah who was attempting to get ahold of herself but failing miserably
“Promise you’ll keep in touch” she whimpered to our little group
“I promise” I told her sincerely hoping that I would
Our group agreed and that quieted her down enough so she could at least get eyeliner on without it going everywhere. We could hear the noises in the arena getting louder I suspected we would have to leave soon but no one came to get us. Finally after we had sat there for a good thirty minutes a security guard finally came in and ushered us out of the room. We flitted onto the stage prettily and posed waiting for the music to start. I heard the familiar beat of the drum and started wanting to make this special since this would be my last dance with the boys. I will not cry. I will not cry. I will not cry.
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Hey lovlies!
yeah, yeah i know this is a short chapter but it's a good one eh? eh? ok maybe not but anyways a lot is coming up i've written ahead so i'll post the rest tommorw! yyayy!!!! thank you guys so much for reading this it means the world to me you have no idea! i remember when i used to think it was a big deal to have four or five people read it but now we have 1000+!!!!! awwwwhwhhhh guys i'm tottaly fan girling right now! (even though i already do to much of that already :D) so i was dancing at my pracitce today and all of the sudden the arch of my foot started hurt crazily and i was like no! bad foot! be good! i couldnt stop in the middle of the dance and the show much go on and now i hurt... good thing it doesnt keep me from writing ;D
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The Dancer **1D fanfic(editing)
Fanfiction(BOOK ONE) Sammie had lived in a small Oklahoman town for all her life, not to say she didn't do a little living. Eventually everyone will grow up and move out of the nest. Sammie's new home just happened to be across the Atlantic Ocean. London, E...
