that one Stream - A Tommyinnit angst.

Chapter 1

(Tommy's POV)

I close me journal and open my bedside tables drawer and put my journal in then I close my drawer I get up and head to my desk and sit on my chair

I take my phone from my pocket and look at it I scroll for a while and I decided to look at my indirects ( idk how Twitter works so bare with me also these users are random)

@lemonwasdone
Stop being so weird and annoying like omg get some help

@hopenotfound
Can you like stop killing drëam and George pls you're really annoying

@rukiwastaken
I love you're content Tommy ❤❤

I get the urge to do something to harm me  from all the mean indirects I have been getting even though I was 4 months clean I put my phone back in my pocket and head down stairs

Luckily my parents were out probably drinking but I could care less I go to that kitchen and look at the knifes to choose one

but just as I was about to grab one I didn't wanna lose my progress so I headed upstairs and searched for stuff that would hurt the same amount but aren't considered self harm

so I typed in"self harm alternatives" I saw some sites saying to use a rubber band and some sites saying to write on your hand using a red pen

then I saw one sight say to use duct tape so I ran down stairs got some duct tape and Scissors and I cut the duct tape into sizeable strips and stuck 4 on each arm I put the duct tape and Scissors back

And ran back up and sat on my chair and I roughly pulled each strip off my skin and through it in my bin

The site was right it was an ok alternative I thought I pull out my phone to check the time and realize it was time for me to stream (ayy my favorite part to write;) )

I got my iconic bottle and pressed "start stream"  and I immediately saw people flooding the chat with "hi" hey" "Hello" "Pog!"

I do my stream intro and say "today we are going to be doing a one demand go since it has been a while"I say doing my best take smile which the chat fell for obviously

I started doing the demands and it was honestly pretty boring until I got a donation from Dream? What did he need?

"Dream thanks for The Dono" the robot voice read the dono and it said

"Hey Tommathy  if I Can make You Reach your Sub goal Can you Show us your search History"

I gulped and said "yeah sure" my sub goal was 16,143\17,000 there was no way we would reach it this stream 

Suddenly people started subbing like crazy and gifting 50 subs like it was nothing

Oh god I thought then I had an idea and my face lit up I could just scroll really fast through my search history I then smiled and started thanking the people that subbed until I was rudely cut off

"@rukiwastaken thanks for the 10 Gifted @lemon_isasimp thanks for the 50 Gifted-"
"Dream! Thanks for the dono" I say nervously

(No ones pov)

The robot voice read "you're gonna scroll through you history slowly tommathy"

(Tommy's POV)

It's as if he read my mind I sigh in defeat and continue to thank people for the subs then I realized what my last search was

"D-Dream can I delete something from my history real quick?" I say trying not to stutter but failing

I read the donation that popped up it's said

"dream has donated 1.69$"
               "No❤"

Oh god now I have to come up with an excuse

( Time skip brought to you by Samsung Refrigerator)

I looked at my sub goal as I was about to end the stream

sub goal
17,010\17,000

"Oh god"

"Hope this makes you happy dream"

I open my history and scroll slowly luckily no one had noticed my recent

I end the stream and zoned out

A/N

This is my first time writing an actual story so please tell me what you think

Oh and remember

Vote to be Pog

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