The night we met | Mattia polibio

The morning after

"AHHHHH" I yelled as I opened my eyes to see liam just staring into my unconscious soul.

Liam:"shhh shhh"

Me:"dude what are you doing staring at me like that"

Liam just shrouded his shoulders.

Me:"why are you even here it's like 8am"

Liam:"I'm so fucking sorry for leaving you yesterday, I got way too carried away"

I pulled him in for a hug and said it's fine

Me:"at least jade got me home safe so it's all good"

Liam:"what? Jade didn't bring you home yesterday"

Me:"so who did?"

Liam:"Mattia did, don't you remember"

I fell back into my pillow and slowly bits and pieces came back to me from yesterday

I sat back up and said "I kissed Mattia again" with pure worry on my face.

Liam:"really"

Me:"no NO NO WHY?!,this is the last thing I wanted to happen. For fuck sake"

Liam:"mind your language, why're panicking he probably didn't even take it as a meaningful kiss unless you did"

Me:"I mean no I didn't and I barely remember how and why it happened but it did and will bother me for the whole week now"

Liam:"just talk to him about it maybe it'll help you feel better"

Me:"communication is your advice"

Liam:"duh, anyways I have to get to practice so let's catch up later"

Me:"oh uh yeah sure later"

He hugged me again then left.

I tried falling asleep again but I just couldn't sleep

I hate overthinking about something very small.

I have to talk to him. Today.