find what you love... (mafia frerard/berard)

chapter 2.

-gerards pov-
i woke up and examined my surroundings. bertie was gone...i kinda missed him? i felt lonely as i thought about bert. he had the most beautiful long black hair that he let me play with. he had the most contagious laugh. he made me so happy, especially with frank being distant. it felt like forever since the last time frank even spoke to me. i decided to see what was going on and walked toward franks office. i approached the door and knocked quietly.
"frankie?"
"not now gerard. i'm busy." frank groaned.
gerard? gerard... ? he's never called me that before. it hurt, it really did. didn't he love me anymore?
"frankie why haven't you been paying attention to me?"
"gerard...leave. now."
"but fra-"
"don't make me get up."
i sighed in defeat and made my way back to my room. bert would never threaten me. bert was so sweet and always listened to me. bert never got mad at me. i flopped onto the bed and cried myself to sleep. yearning for bert to come in and tell me everything would be ok.