find what you love... (mafia frerard/berard)

chapter 10.

feeling defeated i put on my pajamas and crawled into my bed. i had been a bad boy. but not the way frank knew. he thought i was bad cause i was impatient but in reality i had done something that our relationship might never recover from. i knew i couldn't go back to frank for comfort so i dialed up bert.
"hey, sweetheart. what've you been up to?" bert said.
"i miss you. i feel really bad about what we've been doing." i said with tears in my eyes.
"it's ok gee... don't feel bad. he ignored you, remember? i made you feel better didn't i?"
"yeah b-but-"
"but what?"
"he apologized now i feel bad."
"i thought you loved me, gee?"
"i do it's just i don't wanna hurt him..."
"gee. don't tell him. he'll never find out and you can have us both." that's not true. frank has eyes and ears everywhere. that's what he told me when he first started dating me. he's found out a lot of stuff i thought he'd never find out about. i'm surprised frank hasn't found out about this. especially since it's happening right under his nose...

-franks pov-
sometimes i wonder why bert talks to gerard so much. nobody else does. sometimes i get jealous but there's no way. bert wouldn't do that to me? right? besides, gerard loves me... i don't think he'd ever cheat on me. he's too innocent. he can barely muster up the courage to ask me for a kiss.