A dimpled cheek and pimply face
Big eyes with a goofy smile
Deep philosophies wrapped in cryptic notes
Loud voice with clear thoughts
Opinions that matter a lot
Analytic skills and thoughtful words
I-don't-care attitude with a loving heart
That pretty much sums her up!!
Being independent and an ambivert
She has an alter ego whom she can't stand
Expressive words under a fake laugh
She has put walls around her
With an almost impregnable wall around her
She is so near yet so far
Eloquence and knowledge of stuff
That's where her strong points are
With a broken heart and a damaged soul
She can't trust to get much real ya know
Lonely days and painful nights
Still holding on amidst immense suffering
Shady past, uneven present and uncertain future
She's the epitome of complexities
Yet when she flashes a smile
You don't know what's going on in her mind
She might seem a flirt
But deep down, she's romantic at heart
With a playful heart and a thoughtful brain;
She is here to stay.
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So.. this poem is kinda self-describing and self-decoding piece. Through this poem I tried to bring out the facets of the inner me, the "real" me in front of the world. I tried to put out my insecurities and complexities, my expectations and heartbreaks, basically the whole existential crisis and early adulthood problems I'm facing. And now, I feel liberated.
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Thanks for your patience.
Love, K
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