sir (aaron hotchner x reader)

c h a p t e r 17

Spencer felt even more guilt knowing this was most likely all his doing. Jack was holding Y/N hostage because Spencer made her leave. If he would've just simply not said anything she would've not left alone that night and she would've been here. Aaron walked out the room with clear anger and frustration running through his body. After he gave Garcia his phone to pin everyone started working.

Clearly we know who the unsub is. Jack Will, age 34, weight 190, eye color brown , hair color black , and everything you could even find was being pulled up by Garcia. "So Y/N and Hotch huh?" Emily asked grabbing some of the files of the table. "How do you think he's holding up?" JJ asked.

Spencer stood there in silence not knowing what to do. If he stayed here with the team he would've been questioned about his crush on Y/N but on the other hand he will have to face an angry Hotch. He already confessed he kissed her but Emily was right it was an innocent kiss. If he would've known Y/N was dating Hotch he would've never made a move.

"I'm going to talk to Hotch" Spencer announced to his team. Everyone gave him looks as if he was crazy. Hotch was a person who kept his emotions to himself but anger was one emotion he could not hold in. "Good luck Spence" Garcia told Spencer. He gave her a small smile and walked out the room to Hotchner's office.

Spencer stood in-front of the door contemplating whether he should even knock. He knew what he did was wrong and he needed to apologize. Hotch was one of Spencer's father figures since Gideon left. He didn't want him to think that he kissed Y/N with a bad intention.

Spencer knocked the door and waited for the command that he could enter. "Enter" Hotchner yelled from inside the room. Spencer opened the door and walked inside the office. Hotch was sitting at his desk with his hands on his head. He was stressed and frustrated over the fact that he didn't know where Y/N was or if she was even safe.

Jack gave her 48 hours to escape and 8 have already passed. Garcia was still trying to pin Y/N's phone while everyone else was getting ready to go out and save her. "Hotch" Spencer said to the man who was in clear distress. "I'm sorry... I- I didn't know you and Y/N are a thing. I would've never made a move on her if I would've known. Now she's gone and it's all my fault. I'm so sorry Hotch" Spencer said as his eyes began to water.

"It's okay Spencer... you didn't know and I know it wasn't with bad intentions. We shouldn't hold anything against each other... I'm sorry for taking y/n from you. We just need to focus on finding her okay?" He asked getting up from his desk and placing a hand on Spencer back.

"I hope she's okay... I can't imagine life without her" Spencer said. "You won't have to because we will find her" Hotchner said assuring him that Y/N was fine. At least he hoped with all his heart she was safe. If anything happened to her than he would never forgive himself.

He and Y/N had only been in relationship with for barely a few days but he knew he loved her. She was perfect for him. Hayley could never keep up with his lifestyle but Y/N could. He never thought he'd be able to fall in love again until Y/N came into his life. He's smiled more the four days he's been with Y/N than he has in a few years. He loved her and he wish he could tell her.