You broke Us

5.

(NamJin house ^)

Hobi

I can't believe he's here and he's all smiles. I know what he did and yet he has the audacity to look at me like I'm a ducking joke

"Hobi! I got you note. I miss you so much" he practically yells while hugging me.

I don't even hug him back. I can't bring myself to do it. He let someone else touch his body and just the thought of me touching him makes me sick

"Hey you're not hugging me. What's wrong love?" He asked in a stupid high pitched voice

He makes me sick.

"I'm fine"

"You don't seem fine. Are you sick? You look pale. Should we go home? I can make you some soup and we can cuddle" he said with a smile

Wow he's really trying his best to act like he didn't bring a man into our home last night. I can't believe he has the audacity to act like a normal loving husband.

I ignored him and lead him into the dining room where Jin and Joon were sitting. The look on their faces matched mine. We were all feeling betrayed.

"Where's Dawon? I miss her so much. Ugh I swear I feel like such a bad papa sometimes because of how often I work. Did she tell anyone how her day was? I know she had a spelling test today"

Wow he's really trying to have a normal conversation about MY daughter. Fuck him. Seriously he committed something so treacherous and now he wants to act like a doting parent. Was he thinking about being a good parent when he was fucking another man on our home?

I couldn't help but give him a dry laugh. This man is really selling it. How fucking dare he.

"Hobi what's wrong? You're scarring me" he whined

"Really? You have the nerve to act like an innocent person in front of me and my friends. How fucking dare you" I yelled

"Hobi why are you yelling at me? What's going on?" He cried

How pathetic. Does he think these fake cries will get me to over look the damage that he caused me?

"Cut all this bullshit Tae. I'm honestly so fucking sick of your fake smiles and fake tears. You know when I met you I thought that you were the one for me. Now when I think of you I'm utterly disgusted. Just tell me did you think of me when you were fucking him?" I said bitterly

"What are you talking about? The only person in my life that I ever had sex with was you" he cried while trying to pull me into a hug

His act of trying to be innocent pissed me off. I grabbed him by the arms and pushed him on the floor. He had the look of horror in his eyes as if he were trying to make me feel guilty. No fucking way.

"Please what's going on? If this is a joke I don't like it at all" he cried

"Because wanting to end our marriage is something to joke about?" I snapped

"Wait what? Why do you want to end out marriage?" He sobbed

"Because you're disgusting and the fact that you're still lying to me proves it. I never thought you would hurt me this way but I guess you can't be trusted."

"Please hobi believe me I didn't do anything wrong. Where is this coming from? Did YoonGi say something to you?" He pleaded

YoonGi? Why the fuck is he mentioning his name?

"Why do you care about him? Are you fucking him too?" I asked angrily

"I'm not fucking anyone. YoonGi is not a nice person. He's manipulative and mean. When ever he comes to my office he taunts me and is mean to me" Tae cried

"You expect me to believe that my best friend is manipulating me? YoonGi didn't tell me anything. In fact he was quite helpful last night" I smirked

"What do you mean? Did you cheat on me?" He said in shock

Wow this guy is good with pretending. He should be in his own K drama.

"I didn't consider it cheating. Let's just said the way his body worked with mine was better then anything you could have done"

That was a total lie but I wasn't going to let Tae know that.

"Why would you do that to me? I love you. I came here to tell you I have the paperwork needed for me to adopt Dawon and to share my pregnancy news and this is what I'm welcomed to" he sobbed

"You think after all the shit you pulled I'll let you adopt MY daughter? No fucking way. You're out of your damn mind. In fact I was going to let you see her but now I'm not"

Jin gasped. He and Joon were on the room but were quiet. I knew this would set him off because he thinks that Tae should be in Dawon's life

"No you can't do that. She's my daughter."

"Tae she's nothing to you. Just because you helped out doesn't mean anything. And like you said you're pregnant. We've haven't had sex in 2 months because of how busy we are. So you really expect me to claim that bastard child" I laughed

"Don't say that! This is your baby. I haven't slept with anyone else in my life. What's wrong with you. Why are you life this?" He cried

"I'm like this because of you. You broke us" I yelled

"You're going mental. I'm going to get our daughter and bring her home. I don't know why you're like this and it hurts that you actually slept with YoonGi. But I love you and I forgive you"

He tried to walk past me to go upstairs to where the kids were. There was no way I was going let this slut take my kid.

I pulled on his arm sleeve and that caused him to fall backwards. Shit I never wanted to hurt him but it happened so fast.

He got up and pushed me "what is wrong with you you fucking psycho?"

Before I even registered what was happening I slapped him hard across the face. He ended up falling hard on the ground again.

Shit. I hit my own husband

"Hobi what the fuck! He's pregnant" Jin yelled

Those worlds pissed me off. It reminded me that my husband has been soiled by another man. That baby is proof of it

"Not my child not my problem"

Jin went to help Tae off the floor and Tae flinched.

"Please don't touch me. You could have helped me but you watched as he hurt me" Tae cried

"Enough with the damn tears. Sign the damn divorce papers or else I'll file for custody of that damn baby and make sure you never see it again. I know plenty of couples willing to adopt" I laughed

Instinctively both Tae and Jin covered their stomachs

"You're a monster. Fine I'll sign it. I'm done with you. I could have forgiven the cheating but no one will ever lay a hand on me and expect to be forgiven."

"I don't need your forgiveness. You're trash at this point. If you show even an ounce of remorse then maybe I'll let you see Dawon once a month"

"I never thought I would ever say this but I actually hate you Jung Hoseok." Tae replied while signing on the dotted line

When he left the house he was clutching his stomach. Another ploy to make me feel guilty.

"Hobi what the hell man. Why were you so fucking mean to him? Did you actually sleep with your secretary?" Joon asked

"Tae deserved it and yeah I did. It was a way to get back at him"

"Did you at least use protection? You could have gotten an STD or gotten him pregnant. The last thing you need right now is an illness or a baby while going through a divorce"

"Shit. We didn't. Fuck" I said while pulling at my hair

"Hey it's fine. We'll be here for you okay" Jin said

With that I fell to my knees and cried. I cried for my failed marriage. I cried for my daughter losing a parent. I cried for the fact that the man I love is pregnant by someone else.