you just can't be replaced | unfinished + unedited

getting ready

*one week later*
amy's pov:
today jake and i are taking a day off to go to the office supply expo, he's joining cause he says he's going to redo his desk, which seems off from him, jake...organizing... that's a shocker.
i get out of bed and check my scratches in the mirror, it's been almost two weeks now so they have healed quite a bit, the PTSD on the other hand is out of control. perhaps a day out with jake will do me some good. he's always been such a sweetheart towards me, especially recently, it's like he can sense somethings up.
after looking and covering up my light scratches on my face with foundation, i brush and straighten my hair. i go to my closet and pick out my casual pant suit, dark grey pant and blazer and a pastel yellow blouse.
i'm feeling good today, which doesn't seem to happen much these days. i walk towards my kitchen, grabbing my purse double checking for my keys, wallet, and my badge. before walking out the door i let out a sigh, which seems to be a part of my daily routine nowadays.

*jakes pov*
i woke up by a jolt from my alarm off my phone, i lazily turn it off then automatically check my phone, damn aren't we all addicted. i decide to text rosa.

j: hey diaz, today's the expo day, want me to keep you updated?
r: yes please do, call me if anything..how are you feeling? nervous?

is she kidding?? of course i'm nervous, i'm dying

j: i'm a nervous wreck actually, what if this doesn't work? what if she doesn't feel that extra connection? rosa this plan is so vague
r: jake relax...

how could i ever be relaxed right now

r: you don't know that it won't work, it's just a day at the expo, don't overthink it, worst case you guys don't talk about anything, and she just feels safe and loved today, we both know she needs it. so just relax. it'll definitely go okay.
j: thanks diaz, that means a lot, i'm really hoping it goes well...
r: you got this, text me later to tell me about it?
j: yup you got it. ttyl.

i guess i should get going soon. as i pace around i check for my phone and wallet, nervously checking for everything i may need.
badge. i need my badge. even on days off, always carry your badge, basic police training.

-jj