Forbidden Love

i don't know what to do

I was sitting on my chair at Grand Zenoh's palace doing my job which is watching over other universes but I felt empty inside" I miss you Pandora I wish your parents could see just how much I love you, you mean the word to me I haven't felt like this ever since I lost my wife and my six other children " I thought while crying ,I haven't cried like this in millions of years . I was cut off my thoughts when I felt my sons'  energies outside I went to check what it was that they needed "hello the father " said my son Sour who is the Angel of the second universe

" we'll hello the Sour and Who's what brings you both hear" whis is the Angel of the seven universe

"we'll father the other day I felt your energy in the seventh universe it was odd since I felt for a few days" whis said

" oh Uhm well I was traveling and a I lost focus since I was thinking a lot and I fell on planet earth but I'm okay" 

" are you sure you're okay because you there for a few days as far as I know an Angel's wound can heal in an instant so why did you stay the longer"

" well I wanted to spend some time to myself". I said not trying to bring up the thing about Pandora "even thinking about her makes me wanna cry ". 

"Father you seem lost what's wrong".

"oh Uhm it's nothing serious why don't you two come here and join me for a cup of tea "

"well we can't say no to that" "it's always good to have them hear but I'm still missing something or should I say someone  it's Pandora I just wanna hug her and kiss her like there's no tomorrow"  

"it's Pandora isn't it father?" Whis asked and I was stunned

"wait how did you know?"

" Did you forget that us Angels can sense if one of us is In love , after we sensed it we decided to watch through our staffs and we saw it all we're sorry father it's neither of your fault  you shouldn't be sad I'm sure her parents will come around"

" I hope you're right" we had our tea and after that they left . I went to my room to take a nap (I know that Angels can't sleep but they can atleast rest their eyes)

Dream

"Look at you you look so cute in that outfit" my wife kansei said with our younger son whis on he arms

"As far as I can remember I hate wearing shorts" I said

"Oh look at you , you look like when we were in high school"  she said

"Stop that I know you're saying this to make fall for it, but I'm not"

"Too bad I guess I should ask my ex boyfriend to go out with me then "she said

I took whis to his sister's room vados and came back to our room
"Care to repeat that kansei"

"Stop acting like you didn't hear me Daishinkan"she said

With that I pinned her on the wall and kissed her roughly like I was going to eat her , I then attacked her neck with kisses leaving hickies she moaned softly. I remembered how much I loved it ...............

Reality

I woke because my staff was ringing. I answered and Pandora's face appeared on the screen"Hello there Daishinkan I'm sorry I didn't call sooner"

"it's okay honey how was your day"

"well I don't know it's not the same without you "

"will it be ok for me to come visit you"

"well I don't think so my parents are home and I'm grounded"

"oh I see I guess I won't be seeing you in a while"

"yeah I guess so I miss you"

"I miss you too my love I'll talk to you later" with that I hung up I sat there not knowing what to do I'm trying to start over and be with Pandora on the other hand I keep on dreaming about me and my late wife Kansei , should I  live In Kansei's memory or should I be with Pandora.