Life is Wife, Wife is Knife

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Jennie

A short time ago I was having my moment with my doll. I had a chance to spend my morning hugging her and that was the best morning I have ever had so far and still looking forward for more morning with her

I was waiting for my Mom to come home from her business trip and I can't wait to express of how much happy I am feeling until now. I feel so alive, I feel like I would explode of too much joy

Remembering the encounter of Lalisa's mother and I, it never affect the extreme state of happiness I was feeling right now. She blatantly show to me that she will never welcome me as Lalisa's friends.. how much would it come when I someday, be part of Lalisa's life as her lover. She might explode that's for sure

But she never know that her hatred towards me doesn't scare me one bit. I know where I am standing and I know when's to fight back.

"Ruby Jane.." there's my mother looking all tired. I quickly stand up from my seat and welcome her

"Mom, I missed you" I greeted taking her to my embrace

"I miss you too baby. C'mon, give your Mommy a little massage" she said sitting on the couch and rub her nape closing her eyes. I started to massage her shoulder and smile seeing her satisfied "yeah.. just like that Jane.." she mumbled

"Mom?" I called. She hummed still her eyes was close "maybe next time. Just rest Mom" I just said and trail my finger up to her temple leaving her shoulder and massage it

She look up to me then smile, she may be tired but she always sure that she have a time whenever I have something to tell, it doesn't matter if it is nonsense or just a playful words, she'll listen that's why I love her so much

"Any time for Ruby Jane.. what is it?"

I kiss her forehead and sighed
"I have a long time crush, she made me feel somewhat alive whenever I'm feeling down. Whenever I saw her my heart beats fast and I realized that my feelings was developed and that I love her" I paused looking at her reaction but she just hummed telling me to proceed talking

"She was oblivious all this time tho I am sending a lot of hint. I was thinking of confessing my feelings but I'm not sure if I am at the right time"

She opened her eyes and smile at me "There's no perfect time baby, I told you before that whenever you got an opportunity to start what you desire or dreaming of, grab it, use it. Oblivious or not, she deserve to know about your feelings for her to be aware that someone was admiring her. No one knows what's inside of one person mind, no one think that may be she has the same feelings or nothing. You'll never know unless you try" she stated.

She stand up and gave me a light caress in my cheek "I accepted you for who you are because I am your mother and I love you. I teached you to be strong, brave and confident. You shouldn't worry about being rejected because that doesn't mean you are losing, instead used it to be more persistent and prove to her that you want nothing but to love her. Show her what she is about to lose if she turned you down. You get me Jane?"

I throw myself to her and hug her tightly "I love you Mom, thank you so much"

She patted my back, chuckling
"You're now a lady, you know what to do and not. Remember, always know where to use the gun and when to use the knife. Where to put the bomb and when to strike your opponent"

I nodded kissing her cheek
"I will Mom, I'll never ever forget that" she smile which I mirrored "Go sleep Mom, you helped a lot. I love you"

She nodded taking her things with her and gave my head a soft pat
"Get your girl. I'm rooting for you"

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I never had a chance to tell my Mom about Lalisa's mother's behavior but maybe some time as I'm not really bothered about her being disrespectful towards me

I am not going to be a brat to her as I do not want Lalisa to hates me. That's the last thing I want to happened, I love her too much

My Mom was rich, but she never belittle people around her that makes me proud of her because maybe our blood is dangerous but we understand our limit..

But Mrs. Manoban blatantly disrespect me not knowing my good intention towards her daughter

She can keep being a bitch to me and I swear someday, she will haunt her own consequences and she might lose her daughter and might run away

With me