The best mistake 2

56. Regret..⚡️

Auden POV

As soon as I say the last words I regret everything. I hate myself I always say things without thinking it first. I'm such a asshole

"Auden, you CAN'T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT, who do you think you are, you are 10 years old, you can't swear at me like that, I'm your dad and you should have respect for me, I don't know how you can even think of saying this things at 10 years old, mom was right, your friends are very bad influence and I'm not going to let you talk like that. Me and mom do everything we can for you to have a good life and teach you good modals and manners, we work really hard to give you the best education and life style. So don't you dare to talk to any of us like that, do you understand?!"

I sight and look at his eyes "I'm sorry dad, I don't know what's wrong with me, you are right about everything....
it just pisses me off when people say things like that to emery, I'm sorry..."

My mom walks in and puts an ice pack on my eye "thanks" I say and give her a small smile

"How old is the kid?" My dad asks

"14 I guess.... he is in 8th grade"

"And he said that about emery" I nod "look I'm proud of you standing up for your sister, but you should of done it off school" my dad says and my mom instantly hits him on the arm

"No, fighting is not the way of solving things, no matter what they say or do, you could've just walked away, he doesn't know what he's talking about"

"Mom he was hitting on emery, he called her hot and said he would do her- like have sex with her" she just looks at me with a disgusted-worried face "I just had to, it felt so good you know, it's like an ambition, I just couldn't stop, and I know that is wrong, and I'm sorry for talking to you both like that"

My mom hugs me and I just sight in relief, her hugs and magical, their so warm and calming "I love you" she whispers

After a while of talking they take my phone and computer and I decide to go to the backyard

I get on my skate I haven't used in a while and do some tricks, I forgot how much I loved skating

I stop when I see everly running to me, she's so cute those piggy tails, big greenish-blueish eyes, and her big smile.... I love her so much

"Auennnnn" she says exited, she still can't say my name properly but it's the cutest thing

"Hi cutie" I pick her up and she kisses my cheek

"I miss yu" that little voice, gets me all the time and the fact that she can't say words correctly just makes it 10 times better, that little you

"I missed you more" she wraps her arms around me and lays her head on my shoulder "how was daycare? Did you have fun with liv? Tell me all about it"

I sit on the grass and put her on my lap "veryyy good, we played and daw" daw is draw for her "then I ate a kie" and that's a cookie

"That sounds fun" I kiss her forehead

"Where's sissy?" She asks looking around

"She's at school"

"Why yu here?" She asks confused "are yu sick?"

"No, I just got send home early, don't worry about it" then our dog bailey comes running and licks ev's face and she giggles

"Bay" that's how she calls him "stoppp" she laughs more

She hides her face on my chest and I play with bailey. He has been my bud since day one, I love this dog... but he's getting so old, it's kind of sad

"Let's go get him a treat" I stand up put everly down, hold her hand and walk to the pantry

"Ev, are you ready for your nap?" My mom asks

"Nooo, mommy can I stay with auen?" She gives her puppy eyes and I laugh

"Okay, but don't get grumpy" she tells her and everly nods, not knowing her hat that means

I grab a treat and everly gives it to bailey, we watch a movie and she falls asleep cuddling me....

"Mom, can I at least go to football practice?"

"I guess, but not fighting or anything okay? And after that you come straight to home, no park no friends" I nod

. . . . .

When I get home after practice I take a quick shower, put some pants on and just lay in bed

After a while the door opens and I see emery, she instantly rolls her eyes "can you put a shirt on at least? Why would you do that auden, now everyone is talking about it in school"

I just lay there "If you are going to attack me just get out"

"This is also my room Auden, you get out and your disgusting smell"

"First of all I just showered, second I don't even know why we still sleep in the same room when there are 2 rooms empty, I stay with this one and you change to the one closer to mom and dad" this room is way bigger and I don't have to be close to my parents

"But this one is bigger, you know what okay, you stink and I want my own space, finally I'm not going to hear your stupid nightmares every night" about that... yes I still have them, they never go away, I have done everything, I hate them

"You know I can't control them, you know nothing do you? I got kidnapped on moms and dads wedding, I saw how moms dad our grandparent, beat the shit out of dad, he stabbed him and he pointed a gun at mom, he wanted to take me, not you, I saw how mom killed our grandparent, I saw everything..."

A tear falls down her cheek "Auden- I didn't know, why didn't you tell me"

"Maybe cause I didn't want to traumatize you... like I am, no one deserves to live something like that, but I guess I do" she sits next to me

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry you had to go though all that" I wrap my arms around her as she cries, why is she crying? I don't know.

I sight and hold her tight...

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