The best mistake 2

36. The last embrace..👼

Auden POV

"Do you want a sucker?" The nurse asks me

"No" I snap

I take a big breath and then look at her "no thank you"

She then smiles "it's ok, you are going through a lot, but I promise your mommy is going to be ok"

"first you have no idea what I'm going through, and second don't promise things you don't know, maybe she just died"

She just stands there in silence, shocked "how old are you?" She asks me

"Eight" I say lying, I'm six but everyone tells me I look and act older

"You are really smart" she tells me trying to make a conversation

"And you are really hot" damn it, why did I just said that, I hate myself, how could I say that when my mom and sister are dying

I look at her and she's looking at me shocked

"Auden?" Emery says waking up

"I'm right here" I get up and sit next to her

"Where's daddy?" She asks me scared

"He's talking with some doctors, are you feeling better?" I ask her

She ignores my question "and mommy?"

"She's in surgery" the nurse tells her

I hold one of emery's hands and stroke her hair with my other hand "everything is going to be ok"

I then hear my dad yelling and as soon as he walks in he slams the door, I instantly turn around and see him with blood on his hand

"Omg" the nurse walks to him "what happened?" She asks

"what happened?!" He laughs

"Maybe my fucking wife is in surgery and there's a 85 % she could finish tetraplegic or die! My unborn daughter is dying! You know we had everything ready for her....But now she's about to die, So don't come at me and ask me what's wrong"

I look back at emery and she's silently crying, I feel so bad for her, she's just so vulnerable and little, she shouldn't go through this

It's not fair, I was supposed to protect her, and my mom, but I failed once again. My mom is dying because of me

My dad keeps screaming at the nurse "dad stop!" I yell at him

He then looks at me and I see tears on his eyes, my dad never cries, ever, I'm telling you, my mom hasn't even seen him cry, or at least that's what she told me

He's so scared and hurt and I understand him, this family would fall apart without my mom, my dad wouldn't make it

He would probably, kill himself or get himself on an accident and put us for adoption.... no he wouldn't do that

Would he? I soon realize I'm crying, I'm sobbing, I need my mommy, she can't leave me

She promised me, my mom promised me she would never ever leave me! I cry more

Tessa POV

I'm looking at myself, but from another perspective, it's weird my mind keeps bringing me my best memories while I'm in surgery

I'm not in pain or scared but I know I'm dying, maybe I'm in heaven

"We need to take the baby out" I hear a doctor say panicked

"She's loosing so much blood!"

I can hear everything but at the same time I'm re-living my best memories

My first kiss:

"blondie, spin the bottle" a boy told me

I did it and it landed on Thomas, my best friends cousin, i was 11 and none of my friends had have their first kiss, so why not be the first

I got closer to him and I kissed him... it was the grossest thing on the entire world

my first date:

"I don't want to go I don't even like him" I told molly nervous

"I will spy on you, just go for it" molly told me with a big smile

We were 12, I didn't knew what a date was but I just went...

When Hardin asked me to be his girlfriend:

The summer of 7th grade the weirdest summer "Tessa I can't just be friends with you, I like you" the bad boy of school, the guy I didn't knew I liked, my best friend, had just told me he liked me

I looked at his eyes and that was the day I realized I was completely in love with him... with his soul, with his pros and cons, I loved every single part of him

He sat me on his lap and we made out

Camp with molly, Lucas and Hardin:

Summer of 8th grade, one of the best memories of my life "there's a bear!" Lucas shouted

"What!!!" Me and molly screamed, and then lucas and Hardin started laughing

"I hate you guys!" In that week we became inseparable, they become my friends for life ....

When we first did it:

The day of my 15th birthday we went to Hardin's beach house "Tess, baby" Hardin tells me between making out

"I'm ready" I told him out of breath, I wanted him I needed him

He put my hair behind my ear and looked at me in the eyes "there's no going back tess, I don't want to take that away from you, I can't do it.. you are only 15"

"I know, and I want you to be the one" I say between kissing him.... one of the best experiences of my life

We not only got to explore who we were, but we got to know who the real us were

finding out I was pregnant, telling hardin, the ultrasounds, the birth, their first birthday, the proposal, the wedding

So many memories....

But that's when I heard the doctors screaming "we are losing her!" They cut me open and I heard the machine that controls my heartbeat stop....

"We lost her" the doctor said, and they disconnected the machine....

The worst sound, the sound of death...

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