The best mistake 2

37. The last embrace (p2)

Tessa POV

Am I dead? No I can't be... how could I be dead....!

I don't know where I am, I'm not in the hospital anymore, I'm in a different place.....

I can't leave, I can't die! I promised my family I would never leave them! I can't leave my babies

They are too young, I need to see them grow up!

I can't leave Hardin! I just can't die! I have so much to live and experience

I need to be there for them, I promised them, I just can't!

"Take me back!" I screamed as loud as I could

As soon as I said that I was back in the hospital, but this time I wasn't in surgery, my eyes were closed, but I wasn't in my body

This can't be true, no this can't....this is all a bad joke, a dream

I tried to touch myself but I couldn't feel my body, it was just my conscience

I then saw Auden, emery and Hardin walk in, they all had red eyes and looked sad

"I'm right here!" I tried to say but they didn't even moved

Hardin sat on a chair next to me and held my hand

"It's time" Hardin told them, it's time for what?!

"Can I talk to her alone?"  auden asked Hardin.... he nodded and walked away with emery

"Hey mommy..... I know you are
de-ad"  his voice broke

"I'm not buddy, I love you so much" I told him but he just stood there

"You were the best mom in the world, you made me the happiest kid and" he started crying

"Why did you leave! I need you" he cried desperately

He grabbed my hand and cried for a while, he then wiped his tears away and took a big breath

"I just want you to know, you will never be forgotten..... you know, that was always my biggest fear, apart from loosing you.."

"But I promise I will tell everyone how amazing you were, the brightest star in the whole galaxy, the prettiest flower in the whole field, that's who you were......the best mom"

"I'm sure you are the prettiest angel up there and I hope they are treating you right, because I swear I will kill them if they don't" he laughed and took a moment

"That is my promise to you, I will always keep you in my heart, I will always love you and I promise to keep emery and dad happy and safe"

"Oh and the little peanut, she's here mom, I have another sister, you gave your life for another, that's the kind of person you are" he kisses my forehead

"The doctors still don't know if she's going to live, she's just so little and full of machines. I still haven't held her as I wanted but I got to held her finger"

"She's beautiful...." he sighted

"But.... I need you to promise me something"

"You need to promise me that you will always watch us, especially dad, emery and the little baby"

"No matter how far you are you need to keep them safe, and I promise I won't let any girl date dad"

He squeezes my hand tightly and a tear rolls down his cheek
"bye mommy"

He started crying again "I love you so much and I'm so sorry this happened to you, I love you" he got up looked at me once again

He wiped his tears away and walked out

The next one to enter the room was emery, my little baby girl

"Hey mommy, I really don't know what happened, or who did it, but daddy said you are gone"

"I don't believe him, you can't be gone" she looked at me scared

"Mommy?" She shook me "mommy I'm not playing"

"Mommy!!!!" She stared freaking out

Hardin walked in and instantly hugged her "it's ok baby" he whispered in her ear

"Yo-u... di-dn't..... she can't be gone" she said between sobs

"She promised us, she would never leave us" she just cried

"Mommy is a beautiful angel right now, and she will always watch you and keep you safe"

"Now, she gets to be with you all the time, from up there" he pointed to the sky "you won't see her.... but she will always be with you, forever"

She just stare at him confused, and after a lot of explaining she got it....

I was gone....

A nurse took her and Hardin stayed there

"I don't know if I will ever be capable to mentally and physically say goodbye to you tess"

"You were everything to me tessa, you gave me everything...."

"You gave me the best present life could give kids, you gave me love, you gave me everything..."

"I always knew I didn't deserved you, you were just so perfect to be mine, and now you are gone"

"Forever...."

He broke down crying "this is all my fault, I killed you! I should've taken you to the hospital right away.... I'm so sorry tessa"

"I understand if you never forgive me"

He wiped his tears away "I don't know what I'm going to do, I can't take care of 3 kids without you"

"I just can't" He grabbed my hand

"Why would you leave me now tessa, I need you, I'm not myself without you, I'm lost, I need you, I miss you...."

He got up and threw the chair to the wall, breaking it

"Why would you! Why! Fuck!!!!!" He screamed

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