The best mistake 2

50. Gone..⚡️

Hardin POV

"NO! MOM NO PLE-" tessa screams getting out of bed "PLEASE DON'T DO THIS" she breaks down crying "WHY!"

I run to her and wrap my arms around her, she doesn't deserve this, she's gone through so much it's not fair

"Shhh it's ok, it's ok" I whisper trying to calm her down

I can't imagine seeing both of your parents die in front of you, I know they were bad people but still....

She screams trying to get out of my grip, but I hug her tighter. She isn't supposed to get up and walk she literally give birth a few hours ago

But her mother just killed her self in front of her

I hand the baby to one nurses and look at the twins

They're both in shock hugging each other, I know they need me but tessa needs me the most

When I walk back to her the monitor of her heart beat starts dropping, and she falls to the ground

Nurses run to her and help her get up a nurse stops me "she's going to be ok, she's just in shock, she's having a panic attack, you should take your kids and call someone to watch them. We will take care of your newborn for a while"

I nod and walk to the twins, I get down to their height and hug them "let's go for a walk"

I start hearing cops alarms, fire trucks and I instantly look at the big hole in the window, thinking of what just happened...

Could she still be alive? We are in the seventh floor, it's not that high, oh god, I wouldn't be able to look

I wipe emery's tears away and pick her up, she puts her head on my neck and cries silently. I hold Auden's hand and walk out of the room

"Is mom going to be ok?" Auden asks me looking at my eyes

"Yes buddy she's just in shock" A nurse leads us to a waiting room and I instantly call my dad

"Hey Hardin, we are a little late but Karen is so exited to me-" I cut him off

"Dad I need you to come and take the twins" I try to put emery down but she just wraps her arms tighter

"Is something wrong?" He asks concerned

"We are ok, but- I will tell you when you get here, just hurry, I need to be with Tessa and someone needs to watch the twins.... drive safe"

"Ok" he just says and hangs up

"Why did she do that?" Auden asks me "why was she so mad at mom?"

"There are some people in this world that are a little sick, mommy didn't have the best childhood, she didn't have the best relationship with her parents. That's why she always wants the best for you guys" Auden opens his mouth to say something but instantly regrets it

"I'm so sorry guys you had to see that, but sometimes bad things happen in life, that doesn't mean life is always bad, but bad things make you stronger, you guys are really brave, I love you both so much"

"I love you too dad" Auden says thinking of everything

"Don't say too Auden" emery tells him still hugging me tight

I kiss both of their heads "What she did it's called suicide, it's a really strong word, and that's what people do when they aren't brave enough to keep living, there's alway another way of getting out of hard things and you guys are very, very brave, if you ever feel like you need help or aren't brave enough, you just tell daddy or mommy ok?"

"Ok" they both say

"I love you both so much, never forget that"

. . .

After a while of talking my dad and Karen rush through the door, with concern looks

Emery hasn't let go of my grip "em" I try to put her down

"No daddy" I sight

"I have to talk with grandpa about adult stuff, just a little and I will be back"

When she finally let go I look at her, she has red puffy eyes, my little girl..

"Look at me baby" she looks at me and a tear falls down her cheek "you are safe, everyone is ok, don't worry em, I will never let anything bad happen to you, ok?" She nods

I walk out of the room with my dad and shut the door "we heard, the FBI are here and- how's tessa?"

"She had a panic attack and I haven't seen her since, the nurses took everly and- how would she dad, she fucking killed her self in front of the twins"

He sighs and hugs me "it's over now, the most important thing is that everyone is okay"

I nod "I have to find tessa, they changed rooms I don't know if she's in a different floor or what"

"Okay, we are going to take the twins and you update us how everything is, we can meet everly another day, just make sure tessa is okay"

"Wait dad, I think you should stay, that will help her forget about it, just let me find her and I will call you"

Tessa POV

I can't believe she did that, no matter how hard she was on me, how much she hated me, how hurtful her words were, I never stopped loving her....

She was still my mom, and I loved her. She wasn't always a crazy psycho drunk, there was an actual time she cared about me....

It was just my dad that ruined her, she loved me, she took care about me...till she got involved in alcohol and drugs

I never understood why she still loved my father, he had physically and mentally abused both of us

I guess we always stay with the good memories of the bad people, or at least that's what we try to....

"Tess" I get cut off of my thoughts by Hardin shaking me

I look at his eyes and they look sad and concern. He slowly puts my hair behind my ear and kisses my forehead

"A-are you..... ok?" He asks unsure, he has never been good consoling or comforting people, but when it comes to me, there's something special about it that makes me forget about all the bad things....

He looks at me waiting for a truthful answer "I don't know" I say confused, I don't know how to feel, my mother just killed her self in front of all of us

He wraps his arms around me and I break down crying...

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How is tessa going to handle this?
Is she going to finish depressed?
Is carol still alive? Or dead?
Is one of the twins going to inherit suicidal thoughts....😕

Also it's almost Christmas! I wish you all a happy Christmas, I hope you spend it with all your family 🎄

Maybe a Christmas chapter is coming? 🥰

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