The best mistake 2

19. Hate you..⚡️

Hardin POV

"Stop shouting at her!" Auden shouts at me "I hate you so much!"

I pull over and look at them, they are both crying and Auden is hugging Emery

What the fuck is wrong with me, I just shouted at my daughter to grow up and- "I'm sorry for shouting..."

I'm such a bad dad, they are the only reason I live and I'm treating them like shit, this is all my fucking fault

"No you are not! I need mommy! Where is she! What did you do to her?!" Auden keeps shouting and emery cries

I take a big breath "Nothing buddy, I'm sorry, she's ok, I'm going to take care of her, she's going to be ok"

"Don't call me buddy! I hate you!" That just broke my heart, I'm so fucked up, no one can fix me and I'm just making things worse

"Auden I'm sorry, I don't know why I shouted at you guys I'm so sorry" emery looks at me with tears in her eyes

I get out of the car unbuckle her and pick her up, she wraps her legs and arms around me, and cries

"Shhh it's ok baby, everything is going to be ok, never grow up please, I love you so much my little girl" she keeps crying and crying

"Come here bud"

"No! Don't you understand?! I hate you! Don't touch my sister!" He shouts

"Auden- it's ok... it's just daddy" emery tells him between sobs

I rub her back and she slowly calms down. Auden stays on his seat looking outside, I feel so bad for him

Emery is more sensitive, but Auden it's like me, he expresses his feelings shouting, breaking things and I wish he wouldn't be like that

I wish he would have Tessa's attitude but he doesn't. I put emery back on her car seat and kiss her forehead

I get in the car and drive to my dads house. I'm such a bad person, how could I shout at my kids

I feel like I can't control my anger, I used to be able to control it but now that tessa and I are fighting and the twins are growing up, everything is falling apart

And now a baby...

When I get to my dads house, emery is asleep and Auden is still looking out the window

"We are here" I tell Auden, he unbuckles himself and gets out of the car, without saying a single word

I pick up emery and carry her, I ring the bell and my dad opens the door with a concern look

"Tessa has been calling us and everyone non stop, she said your phone was out of service or i don't really know... what happened"

"You know grandpa, your son threw his phone out the window and shouted at us" Auden tells him, he's just so smart

He runs in and my dad looks at me shocked "is that true?"

"Yeah well there's a reason for it, why am I even telling you, I need you to take care of the twins for 2 days or more..."

"I need to fix my problems with Tessa" he looks at me worried

"Is everything okay son? You know you can go back to the therapist-"

"Yes, everything is ok, now can you take care of them for 2 days?" I walk In and lay emery on the couch

"Yeah of course, just make sure tessa is okay and don't forget she loves you. She loves you so much son and you guys can't be split from each other"

"I know" I get the twins backpacks from my car and put them on their room "thank you dad, just take care of them and keep them safe"

"I will don't worry, now go fix everything with Tessa" I nod and kiss emery's forehead

"I love you em" I stroke her hair and she grabs my shirt

"Don't leave me daddy" she says tired, still with her eyes closed

"I have to, it's only for two days, everything is going to be okay" I kiss her head

And she falls back to sleep, I walk upstairs to the guest room and see Auden sitting on the floor

"Bud I'm sorry, you shouldn't have seen me like that, I'm so sorry I yelled at you both"

He keeps his head down "what did you do to mommy?"

I get down to his height and lift his chin up so he's looking at me "I did nothing bud, she's okay, she's actually not sick"

"But- why did you said she was?"

"Because me and mommy have to fix our problems, I promise everything is going to be okay and when you get back home we won't fight again"

I don't even know why I'm telling him this he's only 5 but he's so mature at the same time

"Ok, but don't shout at emery again, never do that again" he looks at me serious

"I won't" I hug him and he sights in relief, after 1 minute i get in my car and drive back home

I can't believe it I'm having another baby..... I have no idea what I'm going to tell tessa

When I get there, I quietly open the door and see tessa sitting on the couch with her hands on her face

She looks at me with tears "I thought you had left me! It wasn't that hard to pick up the phone you know! I've been calling you for 1 hour! I thought you had gotten into an accident or I don't know!"

I feel like an asshole "Tess" I grab her hand

She pulls my hand away "no! Don't you understand how worried I was?! Where are the twins?! What did you do to them?!" She asks me crying

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