The best mistake 2

38. Toxic..🥀

Tessa POV

He laid next to me, put my head on his chest and played with my hair

He stayed like that for hours, telling me how sorry and thankful he was for me

I still didn't understand why he was sorry, I was the selfish bitch to decide to not go to the hospital when something was clearly wrong

I left my family, and now there's nothing I can do, I'm dead...

I'm stuck up here seeing how the people I love the most suffer

Hardin kept telling me the most romantic and special things, I miss his touch...

It's just my conscience from now on, no touching, no hugging, no more kisses, no more sex, no more anything!

"You meant so much to all of us tess, you were special, unique and that's no lie, you brightened up the darkest day, and the cloudiest sky"

Take me out of here I can't hear this! I can't cry! I can't do anything! Give me my life back! Give me my family back!

"Your smile alone warmed hearts, your laugh was like music to hear. I would give absolutely anything to hear a last laugh, a last I love you" he cried and kept playing with my hair

I tried to scream, to move, I can't hear this anymore! I can't see him like this! I never thought it would be like this!

"Not a second passes when you are not in my mind, your love... I will never forget, and the hurt will ease in time"

GET ME OUT!!!!

Hardin POV

I made the right decision, I saved them, my girls are alive....

It's been two days since the surgery and we are waiting for tessa to wake up

The thing is that we don't know if her organs will be able to function the way they did, she might be tetraplegic, or never wake up

We don't know, my dad and Karen came, to take care of the twins while I stayed with Tessa

I'm exhausted, I haven't slept in 2 days, I just can't, I cant sleep knowing my wife may never wake up again

"We are back" I look at the door and see Karen and my dad with the twins

Emery is eating a cupcake and Auden is just looking down

He has been so sad, the day of the surgery he cried and cried, I felt so bad, he couldn't stop

I didn't knew what to tell him, because he's so smart and knew exactly what was happening

The surgery was 13 hours long, they were the scariest and longest 13 hours of my life

"Still nothing?" My dad asked looking at tessa

"No" I'm getting more and more scared, what if she never wakes up?

Auden laid in couch next to tessa and just stayed there

"Do you want to play with me auden?" Emery asked him tapping his arm

"No" he said without emotion

"Just a little, only a few minutes"

"No! Don't you understand what is no?!" He snapped at her and emery started crying

I picked her up "I will play with you" I told emery and then looked at Auden and he knew he was in trouble

"I'm sorry ok! I'm sorry I don't want to play with her stupid barbies or whatever they are!"

I looked at him once again, and he stayed quiet. I'm not going to fight with him, but he knows he's wrong

"I don't want to play anymore" emery told me

Karen sat next to Auden and she started telling him things

"I'm going for a walk" I need to get out of this room...

"Can I go with you?" Emery asked

"Yes"

Auden POV

Emery and dad left and I was left alone with my grandparents

"Auden we all know you are scared, but don't throw your emotions at emery, she's little and the last she needs it's to hear those things"

Bullshit, they don't know a single thing of what they're talking

"I'm so done with people, just go with her, go play with your stupid favorite 'little girl' just leave me alone"

I said annoyed, I know I'm jealous but i don't care, i just want to be left alone

They looked at me concerned "go!"

"You don't yell at us Auden, we are going to the cafeteria and we will be back, I want you to think of what you said"

Ugh!!! 'I wan't you to think of what you said' they are so annoying I'm so done

I wish I was my mom, I wish I could be there, without people telling me such bullshit things, I want to die

They left and I sat on a chair next to my mom, I looked at her....

Is she ever going to wake up?

I held her hand and just stayed there, till I felt her hand move

I was going crazy, this can't be true

I looked at her and her eyes started moving in a weird way, way to fast...

"Mom?" I asked scared

She then opened her eyes and looked at me "Auden?!!" She asked me

I have never seen her this way? Should I be scared, am I crazy? What if-

I got closer "mom?" I asked again

"I'm alive?!" She asked screaming

"Y-yes you are" I said a little worried

"I'm alive?!" She repeat again

I nod

"I'm alive?!!!!!!" She screamed

Something was wrong with her, I took a step back and she started getting up

"I'm alive?!!!!!" She screamed louder...

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