The best mistake 2

21. Promises..✨

Tessa POV

Why would he do that?! Why would he break my favorite pot, he knew it was my grandmas, it was the only thing I had left of her

What is wrong with him, I hate him so much right now, he's making everything worse

I just want to fix our problems but he's making everything worse, we need to fix everything

Just please, we can't live like this, the twins are suffering hearing our fights and arguments, I'm suffering, I need my husband back, not this one

Not the one who breaks everything, the one that can't control his temper, the one who shouts at his children

I want the one that makes sure everyone in their family is ok, the one who would cuddle me and tell me how much he loves me

The one that takes their kids to the park, and makes them laugh till they can't breath, the one that teaches his son how to play soccer and ride a bicycle, the one that takes his daughter to dance

I miss him, I need him back
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I wipe my tears, get up, and walk to our room, I hear him follow me

"Tess I'm sorry"

"No you're not, just get out" I'm not even going to shout at him, I'm not going to lose my time shouting at him

He wraps his arms around me and I push him "I said no! Just stop, don't you realize what you just did?"

"I know I'm sorry"

"You are not sorry, you are such an asshole, you knew exactly what you were doing, so don't come at me and tell me you are sorry"

I grab my phone and call molly, she instantly answers "hey molly wanna go to the mall?"

"Hey girl sur-" Hardin takes my phone off my hand and hangs up

"Tessa we need to fix our problems, not ignore what's going on"

"I need time hardin, I need to think of what's happening"

"There's nothing to think about, we need to fix it"

He sits next to me and moves my hair off my face "there's the beautiful face I love"

I take a big breath and look at him, I'm still so mad at him but, if we want to fix our problems, I need to forgive him

"Why are you acting like this? You are not your true self" I say as soft as posible

"I think this is my true self, this is the man you got married, it's just that now you are seeing the real me" he tells me sincerely

"No hardin, this is not the real you, I've known you for more than 7 years and this is not the real you, you are kind and sweet with me and you actually care about me"

"I know i do Tess, but all this time I've hiding my real temper, you have helped me controlling it and becoming a new person, but this is the real me"

I know it's not, he's not like that, he's just not in the best place right now, but he's not like that

I lay on the bed and look at the ceiling "you're not like that" I whisper

He lays next to me "I hate fighting with you, baby please let's not fight more, I will treat you like a princess, like you deserve it, I will change for you"

He plays with my hair and I turn facing him

"We need to promise ourselves that we won't fight in front of the kids.... never.
Hardin I promised emery we would stop fighting, she's 5 and asking us to stop fighting"

"I know tess, I promise I won't, but both of us have to make an effort"

I stare at his eyes "this is a promise hardin, never ever fight in front of the kids again. Second, let's not get mad about small things, just accept thing how they're"

"Ok, and third please don't get with another guy, I wasn't thinking of what I was saying, please don't ever do that tessa"

"I know hardin, trust me I know, I have learnt to ignore your hurtful words"
I really did, at first they would hit me hard and I would think of it all day long but now I don't, it's still not right, but that's the way he is

We keep talking and talking for more than 2 hours, till we are finally laughing

This is what I missed, this is my hardin, the one that stares at me and tells me how much he loves me, the one that makes me laugh till I can't breath

I lay on his chest and he plays with my hair "I missed our cuddles, I missed your precious laugh, I missed our conversations, I missed you so much baby, I love you so much"

God I love him, he's just so romantic and thoughtful "me too.. I love you"

"So there's actually a little baby in there" he rubs my stomach

I sight "Yeah... I guess"

He lays next to my stomach and starts kissing it "hi baby, life here it's not so easy but I promise I will protect you, I love you so much little bean, and I can't wait to hold you"

"You're such a softy" I play with his hair and he smiles at me

"You made me one" wow he actually admitted

I laugh and he gives little kisses to my stomach "we are going to the doctor tomorrow morning"

I nod "I really don't know how we are going to tell the twins, they are not going to understand, and when he/she is here they're going to get so jealous"

I'm really scared to tell the twins....

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Are they going to keep their promises and a healthy relationship for their kids
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