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two WHOLE weeks. My mind cannot process.

Jared STILL hasn't woken up, body on the same bed and face lay the same peaceful expression yet it's driving me crazy; causing me sleepless nights. I look like a wreck, I'm well aware. Desperately looking for any sign of movement every single fucking day.

WHY HAVENT YOU WOKEN UP

a question I wanna scream at his unconscious body. As if it were to be the reason he flutters his eyes open. I feel foolish, with the state that I'm in and my thoughts aren't getting better. I'm probably overreacting but I'm not used to living in a world where Jared's fire is as small as an ant. Barely there.

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three weeks.

huge shadows under eyes, eyes mirroring the restlessness.

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four weeks.

vacation plans missed.

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five weeks.

body growing weaker and weaker everyday.

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six weeks.

disparity increases

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seven weeks.

tears and tiredness fill my eyes

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eight weeks.

the blink that gave me all the hope in the world.

"Jared!"

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