I'm not her [Kamijiro]

Insecurities

Kyoka blankly stared at him before answering she needed a second to think of what to say "What exactly do you need help with though?" She answered

Denki put a finger to his chin as he put together his words "Well I just wanna know how to woo her if that makes sense" Denki mumbled his voice was clear to kyoka though knowing her quirk helped her hear

"Well what does she like?" Kyoka asked now swirling her finger with her earphone jack distracting herself from the pain she felt in her heart

Denki looked up at her then looked back down he brought his hand to his hair scratching his head "You see- I dont really know I dont talk to her often due to the fact monoma usually drags her away, because of that I dont really get to know her" Denki admitted

Kyoka sat there in disbelief this man was not telling her that he knew absolutely nothing about the girl he claimed he liked? luckily kyoka knew a bit about shiozaki due to the fact momo once invited the class 1 B girls to one of her sleepovers, but kyoka couldn't help but ask Why the hell did he like her then? what's the point if you know absolutely nothing about her.... Kyoka found it dumb why would you like someone you dont share a bond with she thought to herself "your lucky I know a bit about her" she sighed

Denki's face lit up "Really! thanks jiro your the best! so tell me how would I woo her?" Denki asked with a huge smile

"Buy her some flowers not just any flowers specifically lilies she loves them she also likes putting them in her hair" Kyoka finally choked out she looked to the ground her heart ached

"Mhmm! will do! thanks Jiro your the best" Denki smiled he really thought jiro was the best for helping him it was so nice of her he felt so motivated now that he had his bestfriend helping him "Do you wanna go to the store tomorrow and help me pick out the flowers you told me earlier that you needed to buy new pencils" Denki added he thought it'd be a good idea if she tagged along

Kyoka felt her cheeks light up she turned away "Oh uh s-sure" She hesitated in her sentence she was kinda surprised he remembered she needed pencils

Denki smiled "Oh! oh! oh! we can stop by the music store too" Denki added knowing his friend liked instruments and anything related to that topic

Kyoka's face now had a small smile smothered on her lips "Fineeee" she acted like she didn't care but in reality she was excited and Denki could tell

"Hey jiro?" Denki mumbled

"Hm?" she muttered turning her attention to her yellow haired friend

"How did you know shiozaki liked lillies?" Denki asked he was genuinely curious

Kyoka paused as she gathered her words "Well momo invited the class 1 B girls to one of our sleepovers awhile back" Kyoka responded in her monotone voice

"Oh- okay well do you got any other tips???" Denki asked

Kyoka looked him up "Take things slow you always ask her out how about this time you give the flowers as a gift dont ask her out just give them to her as a gift" Kyoka replied choking back her pain the thought of denki giving shiozaki flowers hurt her she wished she was shiozaki she was jealous and she wasn't going to admit it

Denki looked at her by the expression on his face you could tell he was not that happy bout her words he sighed "That sounds boring but fineee" he mumbled

Kyoka found it hard to swallow her pain back her shoulders felt heavy and her eyes threatened to cry she forced herself not to blink knowing if she did she'd start sobbing "Any more questions?" her voice hitched

"No, thank you for helping me though I'll see you tomorrow" Denki waved as he stood up walking to the door

"S-See ya" she forced her words out of her mouth.

As soon as she heard her door close she burst into tears finally letting loose of her bottled up emotions she knew it wasn't good to bottle her emotions up but she found herself doing so often.

Kyoka also couldn't help but compare herself to shiozaki she told herself shiozaki was prettier than her and far more interesting than she'll ever be she kept comparing herself more and more, Kyoka genuinely thought she had nothing to offer, I mean who would like her she was what society called too "Thin" she didn't have boobs or and ass she was what was considered the word "flat"

Even looking back into the time mineta tried peeping through a whole to the girls locker room he had managed to compliment all the other girls bodies but her's even her classmate hagakure who was literally invisible got something commented on her body but it was just mineta so why should she care she thought to herself but it still hurt knowing someone who was literally invisible was more attractive than herself she hated her body everything about it.

Kyoka blamed herself for the fact that denki didn't like her back she blamed her looks in particular she wished she had the standard body type everyone wanted or even just a more attractive face she just wanted to feel pretty for once she continued to compare herself to shiozaki and the other girls, Denki had always liked girls who had a nice body so it was kinda expected he wouldn't like her back but it still hurt obviously.

Kyoka didn't know why she even liked him if she was speaking honestly she didn't know why she fell inlove was it his looks or even his personality whatever it was she hated him for it but there was nothing she could do now she was stuck in a dark hole with no way out the only thing it had to offer was pain....

[Ayooo it's the author again lol I just wanna say as a jiro simp I am very upset in this chapter poor kyokaaaa I literally love her I think she pretty she can strangle me and I'd apologize for breathing her air I BELIEVE IN JIROISM🖤🎧💜⛓🎶 anyways thanks for reading this chapter I hope you have a wonderful day or night❤]

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