Friends with benefits | Chacha

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Chases POV:
No. No. This can't be happening. This isn't real. This isn't real. She couldn't have killed her self because of me.
Please don't be dead. Please don't be dead. There was blood all around her. Her wrists where slit open. And there was a broken piece of glass beside her.
Her eyes were wide open.
I checked her pulse.
She's dead.
I broke down to my knees and cried my eyes out I couldn't believe this.
This is all my fault. She killed herself because of me.
I should have never suggested a "break"
What's wrong with me.
I sat there crying beside her dead body. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for this to be all a dream.
I decided i had to do something. Maybe they could revive her somehow.
I couldn't bare to look at her like this. I couldn't but I had too.
I picked her up and ran too the nurses
Office crying in disbelief.
I got to the front desk
Chase: "help me! She's dead!!"
Nurse: "oh my god."
Chase: "do something!!!"
She called a code blue and a bunch of doctors came and took her. I sat in the waiting area crying, knowing that there was no way she was gonna make it.
And it's all my fault. I'm a murderer. I made her do this to herself.
All the doctors came back out and whispered something to the nurse.
Chase: "is she gonna be okay?!!"
Doctor: "sorry we can't tell you that."
Chase: "why?!"
Doctor: "it's personal information"
Chase: "PLEASE JUST TELL ME!!"
Doctor: "sir take a seat."
Chase: "tell me!! I'm her...brother..?"
Doctor: "oh sir, I'm sorry we didn't know that..."
They came over to me slowly
Doctor: "I'm so sorry sir...she's dead..."
Chase: "do something!! Please!!"
Doctor: "she cut a nerve in her body that can't be fixed...I'm sorry...it's too late.."
Chase: "no! No!"
I broke down into more tears. I couldn't breathe. I wanted to die. I deserved it. What's the point of anything without her. I did this to her, I deserve this not her.

Charlis POV:
I came out of the bathroom and chase was sleeping. Looked like he was in a deep sleep. Looked like he's was having a bad dream or something.
I needed to think. I went into the hallway and thought. Who am I gonna pick.
Maybe I should just pick Tyler. I'm clearly a burden on chase, if he can't handle me all the time then maybe it is best if we both just move on. If he doesn't want me now then when will he want me. And maybe it would be nice to have all this drama past me. We could still be friends...
I walked in the hallway spiralling some more.
Then I bumped into something, I looked up and it was Tyler.
Charli: "hey..."
Tyler: "hi"
Charli: "maybe we could give us another try."
Tyler: "really?? You're ready??"
Charli: "yeah."
He smiled and looked at me.

Chases POV:
I woke up
Wait- thank god- that was all a dream- oh my god- that felt so real- wow-
Then I realized, I need to get her back.
We are we even on this stupid break.
I got up out of my bed. I opened the bathroom door. And she wasn't there.
Where is she? She said she was going to bed.
Chase: "charli?!!"
I opened the door and looked out in the hallways.
Maybe she's at nick and Addisons room.
I ran across the hallway and when I was running to their room I saw a glimpse of someone in a different hallway, I went back.
It was Charli and Tyler-
I haven't seen this guy in ages.
I went up to her and hugged her.
Chase: "thank god you're alive"
Charli: "I've been gone for 2 minutes,
How did you think I was dead?"
Chase: "never mind. Can we talk."
Charli: "yeah I actually have to talk to you too..."
Tyler left.
Tyler: "bye Charli, Il see you later"
Charli: "bye"
Why is she even talking to him?
Charli: "chase... we have to talk..."
Chase: "yeah I have to talk too."
Charli: "I think we should break up...for good this time..."
Chase: "what! No!! Charli I wanna stop this break. I should never have started it! I love you no matter what you do."

Charlis POV:
Fuck, what am I supposed to do now?
Charli: "chase...Il always love you-"
Chase: "no. Don't break up with me."
Charli: "I'm sorry... it's what I have to do..."
Chase: "why!"
Charli: "we can still be friends."
Chase: "is there someone else?? Why are we breaking up with me."
Charli: "t-there's no one else....."
Chase: "you're lying. Who is it."
Charli: "there's no one okay?"
Chase: "y-you can't break - up with me"
I felt tears rolling down my face.
Chases eyes were red
Charli: "I'm sorry...."
I slowly walked away.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me back
Chase: "why are you doing this."
Charli: "We aren't meant for each other... I'm sure one day you'll find someone"
Chase: "don't say that."
Charli: "we have too many problems chase. It's not working. We've tried. We don't work"
Chase: "we can work it out!! Whatever it is!! We can fix it!!"
Charli: "we can't..."
I walked away and I felt so bad. I started crying more and more as I left. I got to the end of the hallway and I sat on the ground crying.

Chases POV:
She broke up with me...for good this time... why...

A/n
We will see what happens next chapter 🤭🤭also I have an idea of a one year time skip, tell me if you want it or not. If you guys don't want it tell me some other ideas.