• Dangerous to dream •

• Part 1 - Dangerous to dream •

Another day in my miserable life.
Another day living in a pit of darkness.
Another day where my thoughts can eat me alive.

And I know what you might be thinking...well that was dark.

But it's all so true...all I've wanted is to run away.

Far away.

But I can't.

I'm stuck here forever...till the day I...the day I die.

I've dreamed about running away.

But would that stop all this?
Would I be happy that way?

Probably not.

It's dangerous to dream you see, it's just a way to dwell on something that will never happen.

And the worst part is when you wake up.

Maybe if I didn't wake up...the dream wouldn't stop.

Maybe if I didn't wake up...it would be better for everyone else.

Because I really don't think anyone would care.

And maybe this voice in my head would stop.

I'm never going away...I'm always here, now stop being so pathetic and get up. NOW!

I jolt up.

Somebody save me.

———

"Get the shopping! And hurry! You've slept in!"

Kill me now.

I live with Delilah Rosewood . She's...awful.

She's supposed to be this yoga spiritual leader shit.

I was left on her doorstep when I was only two years old and the only thing I have of my parents is a necklace with a little diamond star.

I've always wondered why my parents abandoned me with her...

And she makes everyone think she's so kind for taking me in and looking after me and...you get the idea...

But behind the walls...she's an abusive drunk crackhead...

Mentally abusive and physically...

Did my parents know she was mad?

Or did they just pick a random door.

She says that I ruined her life.

That I'm a burden.

But In front of everyone else...I'm a gift.

———

I made my way down to the market.

School is starting in 2 days...I think it's hell with colourful walls and useless posters.

And everyone inside are demons.

Especially Carly and her gang...in fact Carly is probably Satan.

With golden blonde hair, pacific blue  eyes, model face and body, hot boyfriend, pretty friends, perfect family, cute dog, massive house...

She's everything I'd want to be.

Well except from being a huge bitch.

And that's when I heard her shrilling voice.

"Lydiaaaaaaaaa!"

Should I run? I think I'm gonna run.

"LYDIA!, c'mon Lydia I just wanna talk! How was your summer! I'm sure you had fun doing a bunch of summoning demons!"