Forever Marked (z.m.)AU

Trying so Hard to NOT Fall in Love

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Madison POV

The more time that goes by, the more I start to fall for the Bradford bad boy, more commonly known as, Zayn. He's wrapped me around his finger, but there's someone else too.

Liam.

I can't hurt him, or break his heart. He's too kind of a soul to do that to. He listens to me, and he wants a real relationship, not some agreement. It was a bias agreement anyway, it was very forced. But, there is nothing I can do now.

I haven't seen or heard Zayn since that Saturday. He would leave notes telling me he had left for work, or that he was staying at Niall's house. I never saw him, so I couldn't question him. I wanted to. And the next time I see him, I'm going to confront him.

"What are you thinking about?" Louis asks as I look up at him. "Nothing." I say as I look back down at my laptop. "Bullshit. Is it that Liam guy?" he asks as I raise my head quickly. "How do you know who Liam is?" I ask as he looks at me with a worried expression.

"Uh. I can't tell you that." He says as he sits down so that I can't see him. I stand from my chair walking around the small divider between me and Louis. "Who told you Lou?" I ask as he hangs his head. "Zayn."

"What does it matter to Zayn who I talk to?" I ask as Louis looks up at me, turning his chair towards me. "You don't know do you?" He asks as I shake my head, what happened? Louis stands up looking side to side, and grabs my hand pulling me to the girl's bathroom and locking the door.

"I'm not supposed to tell you." He says as he paces back and forth. I step in front of him making him stop. "Tell me Lou, please." I beg as he takes my hands in his.

"He loves you." Louis says as I stare at him. "Is that it?" I ask as he shakes his head. "And, he feels like he's driving a wall between you and Liam, and that he wants you to be with someone you love, and care about." I stare at Louis. "What does that mean Lou?"

"He's moving out. Today. Probably right now as we speak."

I push Louis out of my way unlocking the door and running down the corridor, only to be stopped, by Harry. "Where are you going Miss. Summers? Your shift isn't over." He says as I push him out of the way running to the elevator. Nothing in my way.

"Harry get her! She knows!" I hear Louis yell as I turn seeing Harry run after me. I grab my heels off my feet and run to the end of the hallway to the stairs. I look at Harry and throw my heels at him.

I open the door to the stairs. I hear the door slam shut after me, and open again. "Come on Madison! You can't make him stay!" I hear Harry yell as I run down flights and flights of stairs.

I feel a pair of arms grab me. "Harry! Let me go!" I yell trying to pull his arms apart. They wouldn't budge. "Harry, please." I beg as he keeps his grip tight.

"Harry, he's gone. You can let her go now." I hear Louis say as he puts his hand on Harry's shoulder. Harry lets me go as I slowly sink to the floor. "No, no, no." I mummer as I feel arms wrap around me. "I'm sorry Madi." I push his arms away. "Don't touch me! And don't call me Madi! My name is Madison!" I scream at Louis as I run down the last flight of stairs.

I faintly hear the cries of Louis, but I can't bring myself to care. I rush out of the building, tears blinding my sight. I run until my feet ache and my lungs burn. I walk up my stairs to my house praying he hasn't left. I unlock the door, the door slowly opens.

The house is dark, void of any life. I step in, the chilly air wrapping around me and leaving a bitter taste. I flip the light switch and close the door. I drop my keys in the bowl by the door. And make my way down the hallway. I hold my breath as I grab the doorknob and twist it, hoping to some unknown that he is still here. I push the door open.

The room was bare. Just like when Austin left, but it was different this time. This time I didn't have some goofball move in not even five minutes after, but that wouldn't happen this time. Because that goofball, is gone.

He's gone.

"Look at me Madi." I looked up at Zayn, his eyes burning with desire and lust. He bends down pressing a chaste kiss to my lips. "I'm going to wreck you so good." He says, his voice low and ruff.

I nod my head at him. "Words Madi, words." he says and I watch as his stare hardens. "Please wreck me Zayn." I beg, my voice sounding so loud in the quiet room.

"Yes ma'am." he says with that devilish smirk.

He grabs his shirt pulling it over his head and throwing to the corner of the room. His tattoos so alive and colorful. His tan skin stretched over his muscles. "Lay down Madi." his voice commanding. I sit back on his bed and lay down.

"So beautiful." he says his voice addicting. He looks at me up and down, taking his tongue and licking his plump pink lips. He climbs on the bed, hovering over me, the only thing holding him up is his arms.

"Sure be bad if I fell on you, wouldn't it?" He asks as I shake my head. "No." I say as he presses his body to mine. He presses his lips to mine, flipping us over.

"What are you doing?" I ask as he pushes me backwards to where I'm straddling him. "Don't question me Madi. It's my time." he says as I nod. He takes his hands running them through my hair as he kisses me with such passion and lust.

"Tell me Madi, what am I going to do to you?" He asks as he places kisses down my neck making me moan. "You're going to wreck me." I say, my voice begging for him to hurry. I feel him smirk against my neck.

He flips us once more, with a mischievous glint in his eyes. "Yes I am. I want you to scream my name." he says as I feel my heart racing and my breathing becomes erratic and crazy.

"Scream for me Madi."

"ZAYN!"

I scream as I shoot up in bed. I look around as my eyes focus, my heart racing. I was in Zayn's room, well his old one. I feel a hot tear run down my cheek.

I stand on shaky legs, my heart breaking with every step I took away from the room that still smelled like him. I stop going back in and grabbing the pillow he left. I take it back to my room with me.

I climb up in my bed curling myself up in my blanket and shoving my head in Zayn's pillow, filling my head with the smell of his cologne. I smile slightly as more tears stream down my face.

Zayn...