Abandoned

Chapter 48

Ming's pov:

I got into the house and closed the door behind me.

I leaned on the door and stared at the floor blankly.

I could still feel them on my skin.

Those hands. Touching me everywhere.

I had already taken a shower in the hotel room before coming home but i don't feel clean at all. I actually felt a lot dirtier than before i had gone there.

I was pulled out of my revere when Luna and Lea rubbed against my legs.

I knelt down and hugged them tightly.

Tears started streaming down my face.

I did it.... I got the evidence.... They confessed everything....

I should be happy but i couldn't feel any kind of happiness.

Only disgust and self loathing.

Luna and Lea kept whining and nuzzling my neck trying to comfort me.

But i couldn't calm down.

My skin crawled and my stomach turned.

I felt like throwing up even though i had already thrown up everything in my stomach back at the hotel.

I patted them a few times and got up dragging myself upstairs and into the bedroom.

As always, they obediently stayed downstairs.

I stripped and went straight into the bathroom.

I turned on the shower to the maximum heat setting and got under it.

The water was almost scalding but i didn't care. It's not like i can feel pain anyway.

I just wanted to get rid of the feel of their hands on me.

But no matter how much i scrubbed, it wasn't working.

My skin was bright red and i could see that the first layer of skin was starting to peel off.

I reached out and turned off the water.

I sat down on the floor and curled into a ball.

I quietly sobbed into my arms.

I managed to calm down after what felt like hours.

I slowly stood up and went out of the bathroom after drying off and wrapping a towel around my waist.

I didn't care about the state my body was in.

I just wanted to rest.

I took some of p'pha's clothes and wore them before getting into bed.

I curled around his pillow and closed my eyes.

But those memories flashed infront of my eyes the moment they were closed.

I immediately opened them.

I gazed out the sliding doors.

The only thing keeping me calm was his scent on the clothes, pillow and sheets.

He'll be so angry when he finds out what i did......

I could feel exhaustion setting in.

My eyelids got heavier and before long, i fell into a deep slumber.

I woke up to a gentle pat on my head.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked up.

P'pha was sitting on the bed near me looking at me worriedly.