Later that night
I layed there in my bed with my headphones in just thinking. Probably overthinking.
Huey is sleep. I think. He hasn't moved for a while.
I couldn't sleep. So, I did what I always do. Music.
Music is the one thing in my life that makes me happy besides my friends and family.
It takes away my stress. I feel like I'm in my zone, like nothing else matters. It makes the pain go away, like it was never there. But sadly, it only lasts for a while.
I played Sex Money Feelings Die by Lykke Li (slowed and reverb) and sung along to it.
(If you haven't listened to it, go listen! It's so good to me!😭)
Late night
Call you in the late night
Trade love for one night
Two pills and a red wine
Tough love but I know I don't mind
The words that you don't say
No love when you hold me
No calling the next day
It's a one way, no
And now the sun is up, I'm coming down
(Nobody nowhere, I'm nobody nowhere)We just blow it up, blow it out
Sex money feelings die
Baby don't you cry
Sex money feelings die
Baby don't you cry
Sex money feelings die
Ladies on my right
Sex money feelings die
(Sex money feelings die)Sex money feelings die
Oh I'm afraid of the sunlight
I don't get to be alright
Two lines, one time
Every night, every weekend, weeknight
All my lights off when I wake up
Tears under my makeup
Your lips will stay shut
Wanna wake up, break up
I don't wanna think about, think about you
Drink up, drink up
I'm so fucked up
All I want is you
No, I don't wanna think about, think about you
Drink up, drink up
I'm so fucked up
Sex money feelings die
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