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in which havi and frigg are reunited in this life.

IT IS A rare thing when King of the Æsir comes to Fensalir of his own volition —leaving behind the golden hall and his score of warriors. He walks at the edge of the water through the tall grasses with Huginn resting on his shoulder and Muninn flying overhead. His gaze lingers ahead to a figure clothed in white, picking flowers and herbs. Frigg —a smile pulls at his lips— my queen. Huginn leaps into the sky when he pushes back his dark hood, stepping closer to where his heart and troubled mind have led him.

"Havi," you greet, having foreseen his arrival and the reason for it. Rising from the patch of white blooms —Baldr's brow, you named them, after your beloved son— you brush the dirt from your hands and smooth down the front of your white gown. He stands before you as few have seen him, vulnerable and seeking guidance for a storm brews in the depths of his mind. The clouds gather, shadowing his clear blue gaze and giving him the countenance of a man walking the path to self-destruction. It is a look you do not like to see in any man, especially your husband.

He does not explain his coming —long has the giant, Vafþrúðnir, dwelled in your husband's mind for no other reason save the claim he is the wisest being in the nine realms. Taking Havi's hand, you lead him to a bench at the edge of the fen-water, thinking of ways to dissuade him from a needless battle of strength or wit. You peer up at him from beneath your lashes, thumb running across his knuckles. "You are ever wise, husband–" Havi's lips kink into a half-smile at the praise though it falters a moment later as you continue "–but Vafþrúðnir is the all the wiser."

Two ravens with dark feathers shining like an oil slick in the pale sun come to perch —Huginn sits proudly on Havi's shoulder, Muninn on yours. If it is only concern Havi has for the movement and dealings of the mighty Jötunn, then his ravens would suffice, but the look he wears is not one of mere concern. Muninn croaks at your ear as though he agrees with your thoughts. You reach up, stroking the feathers of Muninn's underbelly. "Send Huginn or Muninn in your stead," you supplicate, watching the crooked smile creep up onto his lips.

"Sweet Frigg," Havi says, bemused by what he considers your concern, "you doubt me still."

"Only because you do not see what is more than ten steps ahead of you until you arrive," you admonish. Havi is wise in his own right, though at times, his temper tried to outweigh wisdom and reason. "You have your doubts," you tell him with a soft smile, no other knew Havi as you did —sometimes he wonders if you know him better than he knows himself, and oft times the answer is yes, "else you would not visit my dwellings." He looks away, shaking his head with a soft smile, unable to deny his wife and queen knew him well. You raise your hand to his scarred cheek, bringing his gaze back to you. "Go, dear Havi," you breathe, "yet know I will not soothe your wounded pride."

He rises from the bench, and you follow —both ravens leaping back into the watercolor sky. "When has my queen ever done so?" Havi steps closer, his rough hands cradling your face. You tilt your chin up, accepting a kiss as payment for your counsel.

THE GOD OF Thunder and your step-son comes to Fensalir asking you to tend his father. Havi has been distraught for days after visiting with the Nornir, and Thor believes his beloved step-mother and queen are the only balm for such distress. You go to him in the twilight hours, finding him sitting atop the world with a distant and troubled look. He pays no mind to your approach, save moving to the left on his great throne to make room for you to sit. "What ails your mind, dear Havi?" You ask, sitting at his side —fingertips following the scar on his cheek, brushing through his close-cropped golden beard now tinged with the first kiss of silver.

Havi turns his head, looking upon you in despair, but there is something else in his solemn gaze too —defeat. He pulls your hand from his cheek, thumb stroking the back of your palm. "Have you foreseen what the Nornir have?"

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