It's like you're screaming And no one can Hear *looking at My old friend Hannah* "You're the Problem K.O You're always the problem" *Looking down closing my eyes* "I stopped worrying about me a long time ago" *My Brother looking at me* "what the hell is wrong with you?" he asked me "To much!" I snapped "too much is wrong with me" *crying* "I'm what's wrong" "there's nothing I can do about it" "if I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone around me and there's nothing i can do about it" "Life is Pain! I wake up every morning and I'm in Pain I go to school In Pain You Know how many times I just want to give up? How many times I've thought about ending it" *looking down* "I Am not angry I am in Pain" *looks at my parents* "AND YOU PUT ME HERE!" I snapped "the person who is supposed to love me more than anything" *My step mother looking at me* "I need you to calm down" she said "No, No, No I can't calm down I can't!" I repeated the words "It hurts! Just make it stop!" I begged "PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!" I yelled out "It Hurts so Bad I can't Breath I Can't Do worse I can't Okay?" I Screamed "I shouldn't have to I Just need the pain to be gone" *Looks at my father with hatred* "You Broke me You broke my heart and I Hate you and I hate myself even more because I'm sitting here talking to you about how ashamed and how Disgusted I am to be you're daughter" "How I feel Inside me I Wish I couldn't feel anything I wish I couldn't feel a DAMN thing it's the Loneliness I can't take it and I only know one way to turn it off I'm sorry
