The reason why I am Called Revengestrike is because I have earned it about all the fights I went through all the pain all the drama everything that has happened I would get Beaten down and I would cry for help but no one would come and help me I would do the same for others but then they go and Betray me and stab me in the back things Have just gotten worse for me I love my grandmother with everything in me Grief is the price we Pay for Love I've Just gotten Ice in my veins for so long I just guess I let my anger out on people Just because I never just gotten Respect and I always get into fights with people the Sorrow I feel when I lost a Loved one Is the price I pay to have them in my life I try to control my anger but i can't It just gets Colder and Colder and I just Lash out mostly why I have Strike in My name I just strike out of the blew and I don't understand why I lash out the Revenge Part of the other hand is just the same the way the way the Coldness ran through my veins whenever I lash out the Revenge comes out with it I don't mean it to but whenever it comes out I feel Satisfaction I feel warmth inside that melts away the coldness that is in my veins that freezes my blood People who Have seen this inside me have the same feeling but different a friend of mine named Caighley She was known as Poisonvein she has that same exact Coldness that runs inside her Veins Accept that The Poison lashes out to everyone to turn on that person who has hurt her to hurt them for what they have done to her another one who was named Darkrevenge she was a whole other Person there was really nothing to describe her I don't even know how to describe it but her real name was Hayley she was on a total different level but for me I didn't know what my name would be until Caighley said I shall be known as Revengestrike It fit me well and I knew exactly who I will be on for now on I haven't seen Caighley or Hayley in A while but I know deep down inside they will always be my friends "come back. Even as a shadow, even as a dream" I looked down everyone I have met loved and all is gone I tried to stay in one place but my Step mother always have to move move and move to fight me off To fight Evil me, you have to understand the dark'' I growled my eyes narrowed "Do I always have to fight these damn Idiots" I yelled in my head "All great beginnings start in the dark when the moon greets you to a new day at midnight.'' I punched a wall and growled "One life is to much for me I swear it isn't fair to be in such a stupid world" I yelled out "All Idiots all around and I have to be patient?" I closed my eyes "it only makes me Angrier The darkness in my heart is like a black soul I don't care anymore I don't I attempt to hide my faults feeling that if I shows weakness, I will be seen as inferior. Like My Stupid ass Father I Dislike being treated as "fragile", but these feelings of dislike are much more intense. For instance I Push through the first Case of getting beat by my family After collapsing during the curtain call and ending up the infirmary I felt that I was being treated like a Burden, and lashed out in anger for being treated that way. I Have an arrogant demeanor, but underneath lies a mask of insecurity where I know that I can not be as Heartless as I seem to be Though I put up a stoic and firm facade desperately tries to hide weaknesses and will go to any length to stop others from discovering them
