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the next morning was the same as every morning i worked. woke up later then everyone else anduu krolled out of bed and went down stairs.

"morning" tanner says

"morning" i grumble back

"you really aren't a morning person" mary says

we all got into the two cars we kept here at the air bnb but this time i went with tanner and mary went with the other boys. i just decided not to piss jacob off even more since we were spending all day together. i also knew tanner noticed the weirdness going on and maybe he could give me some advice

"so why aren't you in the other car" he says as we go to work

"jacob" is all i say

"what's even wrong with you two. you him and xolo were like bestfriends and now it's all weird" tanner says

" i know and i don't know why. xolo and i are fine but he's always gonna choose jacob over him" i say

"do you think his girlfriend asked him to kinda keep his distance?" tanner asks

" i don't know. if she did that's stupid nothings going on with us" i say and tanner sends me this weird look

"what?" i say

"even if theirs no feelings there, there's definitely a lot of attraction and chemistry on set. maybe he's just confused i mean you guys are so young and it's hard when your in this kind of work. the line between feelings you create when your on camera and your real feelings starts to fade and it's hard to tell a difference sometimes" tanner says and honestly that was really deep. cause i think that's what's happening to me. i mean from the first kiss jacob and i had I've been pushing feelings down. but maybe they aren't my real feelings i just think they are. was jacob feeling the same thing i was?

when i got to work i got hair and makeup done and went to the set they told me to meet them on. we were in a doctors office set looking thing and the make up lady put a huge gash in my arm for this scene. were filming one of the later scenes for season three right now for whatever reason but that's just how it works sometimes

jacob shows up in his red mohawk and again doesn't say anything to me

"jacob come here" i say as i drag him over to a more private corner while everyone gets the set ready

"look i think you should get over whatever your mad at me about and talk to me before we start filming these scenes. quinn and hawk are supposed to be in love" i say to him

" ada i just can't be as close with you as we used to." he says and then walks away

jacob's pov-

it was hard for me to push her away like that but i had to. to keep my onscreen feelings for her and my real feelings for her separate i had to stop talking to her.

"okay so basically this is the part after the big end fight and tory cuts quinns arm. hawk takes her to the ER blah blah blah. jacob your gonna go up to ada whose gonna be on the bed thing and stand infront of her and hold her hands while she gets the stitches. then the nurse is gonna leave and jacob you take her chin and tilt it up to you and say your line and then kiss" the director charles tells us and we nod and go take our spots

ada's pov-

the nurse had left and jacob was holding my hands.

"quinn" he says putting his finger under my chin. i look into his eyes

he leans in and our lips meet but it wasnt how it usually was. he was holding back and i could tell

"CUT" charles yells

" we need more chemistry than that. jacob your in love with the girl. you just saw her get hurt because of you and realized your love for her. grab her and hold her and let me feel that love story of quinn and hawk in this kiss okay?" charles says and jacob agrees

we try it again but it's the same. bland. no sparks no nothing and i knew jacob was holding back cause this has never been a problem for us. we go a few more times but literally nothing.

"okay lets take a five" charles says and the whole crew spreads out

"what's going on" i say

jacobs pov-

"what's going on?" ada says

so many things were running through my mind and i don't know why i couldn't kiss this girl. i usually didn't have this problem creating this chemistry between hawk and quinn but today i was. there was only one more way i knew how i could fix this but if i did it... it would just prove all the thoughts I've had for the past months right.

charles comes back and we go again and this time i wasnt gonna think of this kiss as hawk and quinn. i was gonna think of it as jacob and ada. i felt more when i thought about these tiny on screen things with ada then i have for anyone in a while. and in this kiss if i feel anything, anything at all... I'm gonna be in trouble

i pull ada's chin up and rest my hands around her neck and cheek as i pull her lips onto mine. the kiss was rougher and our tongues fought for dominance. my hands went to her thighs and then around her waist pulling her closer and hers went around my neck. charles called cut before i wanted the kiss the end. we pulled apart and i looked straight into her eyes and that's when i knew. ada wasnt looking at this kiss as hawk and quinn. she saw it as her and i as well. and when i finally saw it as her and me the kiss finally gained chemistry and lust.

fuck. I'm in trouble.