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*smut warning*

today's jacobs birthday and were all in LA. we decided that me, jacob, xolo, and cooper would go out for dinner. I'm a tad bit worried cause I've been ignoring coopers text messages for a while now. he just kept asking if i was free and i didn't know how to tell him i was kinda involved with jacob. i also don't know how to tell jacob that i made out with one of his bestfriends before we started dating

jacob and i aren't officially boyfriend girlfriend or whatever but we've gone on a couple dates and we basically act like a couple 24/7

I'm currently snuggled up in jacobs bed wearing an oversized t shirt and underwear. i slept over the night before so i could be with him for his entire birthday.

"morning" i say as i hug him from behind since he was turned the opposite way on the bed

he doesn't respond though he just flips over so now were facing eachother and wraps his arms around my lower waist bringing one of my legs up over his waist. (if that doesn't make any sense i put a picture up top so imagine that but like closer)

"it's weird that you're 20" i say making him laugh

"it's weird you're only 18" he says

"hey I'm almost 19 leave me alone" i say

"mhmm" he mumbles snuggling closer to me placing wet kissing all over my neck and collar bones

"stoppp" i say and he pulls back with a frown on his face

"whyy' he says

"we have to leave soon" i say shyly

"that's fine i don't need a lot of time" he says sliding his hands from the back of my thighs to the front of them grazing my area and then sliding them up my shirt

"jacob" i say trying my best not to moan

"why do you never wanna do this with me. are you a virgin?" he asks

"no" i say

"so then is it me am i the problem?" he asks sadly

"no not at all... i just don't want our... first time together to be some quicky in the morning or in one of our dressing rooms" i say running my hands through his hair

"you can tell me if you aren't ready you know i don't want you to feel like I'm forcing it on you" he says as he sits back

"trust me i want to, but we really just have no time" i say kissing his forehead before getting out of his bed to find some clothes to wear

"okay but all im sayin is birthday sex would be hot" he says getting up slapping my ass as I'm looking through the bag i brought for some shorts.

i slide on some jean shorts and a black body suit

"you guys ready?" i ask as i run down the stairs of jacobs house

"yup" xolo says

"yeah" cooper says

jacob comes up next to me grabbing my hand as we all walk out to his car

we head to this cafe on the beach that jacob loved. we wanted to eat there and then spend time on the peer. cooper brought his camera and so did i. i don't know if i wanna vlog or not. since I'm with xolo as well maybe fans won't suspect anything but i don't know