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it's a week later and I find myself on another fucking plane. this week for filming was so tiring. we filmed basically just a bunch of stunts and i was on a harness half of the time. i honestly don't know why I'm even bothering to come back to LA. i mean i do know why but I'm not gonna admit it yet

i asked ethan to pick me up from the airport since my car wasn't there because he's the one who dropped me off last sunday. as i wait for my luggage i sent a quick text to E to see if he was here

ada: I'm off the fight. you outside?
ethan: yeah in smooth cat
ada: oh great
ethan: yeah I'm excited for you to meet her
ada: ethan it's a car...
ethan: yes a very important car whose excited to meet you ada
ada: whatever I'll be out soon lol

i chuckle to myself and grab my bag. i roll through the automatic doors and of course theres paparazzi just sitting outside LAX with their cameras. i throw on some sunglasses and my hood and try my best to go unnoticed. i guess it worked cause when i walked by they just gave me some stares but didn't stand up and follow me.

i see ethans Tesla and begin picking up the pace. he sees me walking and quickly hops out of the car to help me with my bags.

"ada cambell how are ya" feltcher, one of the paps for the hollywood fix, says

"oh hey feltch how are you bud" i say dreading this conversation

"oh grayson man i didn't see ya, how are ya? are you two together again?" fletcher asks

"oh uh no it's ethan" ethan says trying to laugh off the awkward tension

"oh ethan man I'm sorry. what are you doing picking her up from the airport?" he asks as ethan pops open the trunk and takes my bags from me, putting them inside.

"just helpin her out she's got a busy schedule" he says trying to avoid any other questions

"so where you coming from?" he asks me

"Vancouver, shooting season six" i say smiling trying my very best to be polite and not just get into ethans car and not respond

"oh yeah yeah i heard about you joining the supergirl world congrats" he says

"thank you" i respond

"so why isn't your boyfriend jacob picking you up?" he asks

"alright we should go" ethan says. thank god i have no clue what i would've said

"are you two dating now?" he asks but neither of us answer. we both get into the car laughing a bit at how awkward this whole thing was. he filmed us driving off and i just shook my head. this wasn't good.

"maybe it was a bad idea me taking you to the airport" ethan says as we head back to my apartment

"no it's fine. i mean nothings going on with us" i say looking at him.

"uhh yeah right" he says in the least convincing voice

the rest of the ride was silent cause i didn't know what else to say.

-

i open up my door to my clean apartment. i missed this place. it was this beautiful one bedroom pent house. huge open living room and kitchen with windows for walls that overlooked the city. same with the master bedroom. giant windows that let you see everything.

"thanks for picking me up E" i say as i set my keys and phone down on my counter. but he doesn't respond. just stands there on the other side of the island.

"look E it's nothing personal you know that" i say trying to step towards him but he steps back

"ethan come on. weve been friends forever. i dated your brother it's just not a good idea for us to be anything but friends" i say placing a soft hand onto his

"i know but it's not like I'm in love with you. i just wanna... you know" he says putting his hands on my waist

"E i just broke up with jacob..." i say

"he cheated on you ada. get over him" he says pulling me closer to him placing kisses on my neck

"you're right" i say moaning a bit as i wrap my arms around his neck. his cold hands slide up my hoodie giving my tits a squeeze before pulling the hoodie off completely throwing it across the room

he lifts me up onto the counter his lips moving to mine. i start kissing down his neck and take off the hoodie he was wearing placing kisses down his pecks and abs

*knocking*

"shit" i mumble as i look for my hoodie but i didn't see where he threw it

"where is my effing shirt" i whisper yell as the knocking continues

"just put mine on" he says and i do as he said sliding the hoodie that was far to big for me on and opening up my door

"i-" i say when i see jacobs face

"ada can we please talk" he says trying to walk closer to the door but i try to keep it as shut as possible so he doesn't see the shirtless man standing in my kitchen

"um i don't think that's the best idea" i say and i can see the hurt in his eyes

"please. i miss you. i- i mean i don't think we can be together but i miss having you in my life. xolo and coop miss you around the house and so do i" he says

"jacob i can't do this" i say trying to close the door but he stops it with his foot, and pushes it open all the way. revealing the shirtless ethan and my eyes go wide

"should've known" jacob says scoffing as he steps further into the apartment, towards ethan.

"wait... you're the other one" jacob says

"listen man you need to leave" ethan says as he  towers over jacob

"so what? one twin cheats on you, you go to the other?" jacob asks

"no it's not like that" i say

"don't lie ada." he says clearly hurt

"you're no saint" ethan says

"whatever" jacob says walking out the door. i try to go after him but ethan grabs my wrist holding me back. probably for the best if I'm being honest.

after that encounter i didn't feel like continuing what we had started. we ordered some dinner and just hung out all night. he slept over but i thought it was just better for him to sleep on the couch. both our hearts were broken as of now so i didn't wanna... do something I'd regret. and by "something" i mean catch feelings. I'm pretty sure I'll never do that again.