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the next day i had to fly back to atlanta for filming. i haven't told anyone about the song yet cause i wanted them to listen to it in person. i got the call from daniel saying it would officially be on their newest album and i asked them to postpone them telling their fans until i could tell jacob.

"HOME" i yell as i walk through the front door of my atlanta home

"ADA" xolo yells giving me the biggest hug

"okay give me my girlfriend" jacob says intruding on the hug but i didn't care i missed him so much

"okay so i need to tell you guys something" i say as we all sit on the couch

"what's wrong?" mary asks

"i wrote a song" i say

"what?" mary says excitedly

"i didn't know you wrote songs" jacob says

"neither did i. i just was writing down some feelings and daniel seavey liked it and him and the why don't we boys helped me record it and stuff" i say

"well can we hear" xolo and tanner say at the same time

i nod as i pull up the recording of it corbyn had sent me

a few seconds in and my favorite like comes on

now suddenly your asking for for it back. could you tell me where'd you get the nerve? yeah you could say you miss all that we had. but i don't really care how bad it hurts cause you broke me first

at the end of the song i shut my phone off and look to see there reactions

"that's actually really good" xolo says

"teen girls are gonna go crazy" tanner says

"i love it" mary says

"is that about grayson?" jacob asks

"uh yeah kinda" i say awkwardly scared he'd be mad

"good glad it isn't about me" he says laughing a bit

"why the hell would it be about you? the songs about someone breaking my heart not putting it back together" i say smiling as i give him a kiss

"okay ew" tanner says

"the songs actually really good though" jacob says

"thanks babe" i say smiling like an idiot

" so what are you gonna do with it?" xolo asks

" the boys are actually gonna put it on their new album" i say

"woah really?" jacob asks

"yeah they just had to ask their managers and all that to see if they liked it and they did... yeah song goes public tomorrow" i say

"so can you just do everything?" jacob asks

"seriously though, your an actor, youtuber, and now a singer? AND you've been extremely successful in all three" mary says

"well see about that singer one" i say laughing

"fans are gonna think it's about jacob" xolo says

"what really?" jacob says worried

"i mean they'll realize were still dating and then figure it out it's about him not you" i say

"what even made you wanna write it? the video he put out?" tanner asks

"uh no, i forgot to tell you guys but he called me yesterday" i say

"what?" jacob says intensely

"yeah i know he pisses me off" i say

"what'd he say?" jacob asks

"he said he's mad that I'm dating you and that he's hurt or whatever and he missed me" i say

" does he not understand your in a relationship" jacob says

" he does that's why he called. he's a lonely loser who just wants to mess with girls feelings" i say

"that honestly just makes me mad" jacob says

"lets just forget about it" i say and everyone nods

"so hows the house doing" jacob asks as we both lean back on the couch

"you know they're okay. were getting through it" i say smiling

" are you gonna say anything publicly about it" jacob asks

" I've been thinking about it but i just don't know what to say" i say

"you don't have to if you don't want to. it's a really personal situation so it's understandable that you don't" he says

" i just wanna get back to normal life you know? stop feeling this way" i say as i lean into his arms and he wraps them around me

"itll get better soon" he says kissing my head