In Between || Taejinkook

Thirty-four

Before starting with anything, well hello there 🖐🏻

I know I've been absent for a very long time, but believe me it was for good reasons, and I needed every bit of it as my mind and depression was in an indescribable state due to many reasons. I took a long break almost from any kind of social media. And it did a miraculous job. Please, consider doing so any time you felt the need for it.

Right now, I can't promise that I'm fully back here, but every time I feel inspired, I'll try all in me to at least write half a chapter. Today's story was kinda this. After years, I felt motivated and reinstalled the app and wrote. And can not lie, I feel pretty alive since writing has been my passion for almost my entire life.

Something I must mention and thank is your beautiful votes and comments, my lovely friends. Like I just entered and I was hit with your numerous love and support from almost everywhere. It felt magical and it reminded me of how much I miss all of you, guys. I try to answer at least half of them, since honestly, some of them shouldn't be left without an answer!
Talking about BTS's new chapter, I should say I'm more than happy for them, and truthfully I could feel every word that came out of their mouths at that dinner party. Let's support these seven beautiful angels because they deserve nothing less.

J-hope, my man, your journey has started before the rest, and it was better than anything I could ever ask for.

Sure, I'm not the one to remind y'all to stream "More" more! ;-)
And again and again, I missed all so much, my luvs 💞

Even if I don't write, I can promise that I'll be in contact with you.

Enjoy reading.

Aha forgot to mention! Mature content ahead O_o

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Endearingly yet with a heart loaded with pain, Jin watched how the little boy leapt from one side of his room to another singing an unfamiliar but lovely tune as happy as he could ever be.

He was one boy he had to face now or never!

As wrong as it seemed, he carefully calculated for a night to later unleash strong waves of laughter, and the plain answer was tonight. Yet with the mentioned knowledge, he just stood and gazed.

It was hard, to the extent of his imagination and beyond! However, he couldn't walk away, not because his feet were numb, but for his heart wasn't.

There was not a way he could erase the truth he had been naked to. No one with a heart ever could.

And then, reality struck him...

"Uh, Jinnie, you're here. Thank goodness! Come on, look at me up and down. How do I look? My shirt? Does it oooooveremphasize how much I love them, or maybe I should spray it with more color?!"

Only when caught, he actually thought of hiding. Ironically, running was never an option even after he found himself scared to death.

"Well... it does the job the best way in my opinion." he answered, not much offering the kind of excitement Hyun-su needed to hear and feel. Watching from someone else's point of view, he may have seemed a bit insincere, too.

"Is everything alright, Jinnie? You look a bit... nervous." the boy asked, soon bonded with the life before him and through that, unknowingly, he gifted the favor of the first spoken point.

"No. I mean yes! Actually, I am nervous," Taking steps to fill the gap between, Jin squatted and brushed his hands against the boy's arms, stopping at his hands and holding them into his, "There's something important we two need to talk about and you should promise me it's only for us, Su."