In Between || Taejinkook

Thirty-five

"You never said- Where did you have in mind to go in that rush, Jungkook?" After the heating moment that kept beaming between them with no intention of dying, Jin was still wide awake enough to know which places were left to hit.

The arm wrapped around his waist, the warmth he received from the body over his own as his hole cock warmed the other's member made the situation peaceful to a point he couldn't stay mad at anyone any longer, whether he even tried to. If anything, the felt satisfaction was something he greedily craved for with all that beat inside him.

The Alpha, on the other hand, appreciated their comfortable silence and wished it kept on for the night, even though he himself was more than aware that could never be the case.

Smiling bitterly into the other's ear as he brushed his palm over his torso, Jungkook whispered, "Probably drunk in a bar nearby. My knowledge goes as far as yours."

"Hmm." the older hummed eyes gaping ahead, too hesitant to bring up at first. Yet, who else was as courageous as him amongst this household? Omega was powerful just as the other status. It was the person that defined the character. He was reminded of his lesson!

Holding onto that knowledge somewhere deep within, Jin let it control him all over, "Why would you wanna get drunk in the first place?"

The question caught the Alpha by guard, yet Interestingly enough it was totally expected. Jungkook knew at some point he had to speak.

"I was used, Seokjin. Anyone else, I wouldn't care enough to occupy a space for in my mind, at least not for that long. But, the one you love, that just... It hurts, everywhere."

Jungkook told himself he had gained a segment of power to govern his voice. Nonetheless, his weakness when things came down to love was proved to his very fragile being another time with another harsh slap of reality.

While he saw no features, Jin could describe every expression that went on the other's face in detail. None of the Alphas worded him a thing, but there he was, seemingly had read a novel about all that occurred.

"Would it ever stop you from sleeping with me that night if Taehyung made you aware of his own discovered awareness?"

Once more, the Alpha was not a tiny bit surprised of what he heard. It was he who let the Omega into everything willingly for he understood the mark seal of mystery would leave was to be permanent.

Therefore, he -who was already sealed- opted to be honest, "While back then I pretended it was the last thing I wanted, I don't think I could stop myself from doing it. It's funny how I'd do the same deed in both cases and still here I am, resentful of him. This endless confusion is eating me up. I just don't know what to feel anymore. If what I feel is even right. "I don't know" is written all over me! It's a curse."

"And here I thought you were the least confused among us!" Jin chuckled jadedly as he turned his face towards the Alpha, making him snort in the same manner.

Staring deeply into the creation subtly painted before him, the Omega allowed himself to ignore the voices inside his head for once. Yet even with that permission on his behalf, one dared to rebel.

Every time he wanted to fully give in to the man before him, the other messed with his mind as though he had the right. Husband would find meanings that no one else could define even if they married for love.

He had other phantom excuses to rely upon, and feebly he grasped onto them. It was torturous to leave that room, but then it was an absolute must. Without uttering one single word, only a powerless sigh, he pushed himself out of the bed.

Being obviously alerted to the sudden movement of the Omega as he lost the heat, Jungkook lifted his upper body, speaking in an overly rigid tone, "Where are you going now?"